tonight mitch and i had some father/daughter bonding. oh wait, no, he yelled at me forever and wouldnt let me speak and didnt like when i yelled back. hes mad that the car (that i never okayed to buy) doesn't have anti-lock brakes (after i told him i didn't think it had) when he assured me it did. after spending hours at the dealership (without ( Read more... )

so its a new year and people came over and did the new years thing. they are all downstairs sleeping now and i should be too but i couldn't sleep and by the time i thought i should, nick had decided to take my spot so i left to my bed. i just didnt feel like sleeping. maybe a little anxious but idk about what. 2006 was bad but 2005 was awful so ( Read more... )

as i am trying to sleep, which i normally do at 3:30 in the morning, i was interrupted by a noise from outside. there is this suv that i've never seen parked in front of my neighbor's house. i hear several people talking, laughing, and having a grand old time. so not being able to sleep i'm annoyed and i notice this glowing light that keeps ( Read more... )

new years is upsetting me. i have to work which i don't mind but it just messes up later plans. also i have no idea whos actually doing what and i hate not knowing things. my parents are actually leaving the house!! they were invited into boston and wont be back until at least 3 so people should come to my house ( Read more... )

merry christmas all i guess. i hate the part of x-mas that people do stuff with families when i don't really anymore so i'm bored but no one can do something such as last night. at least i have my jews ( Read more... )

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my night turned out too be less sucky. i got to see liz and vent about some frustrations then met up with jax,pat,tess,rach,kristin, etc. and french peoples that i couldn't understand a word they said. i just miss so many things and people. i want to be close with my family again and learn who the real people who i want to come back for once i ( Read more... )

today was as awful as i worried it would be. tonight my plans seem to have been screwed up, so much for a good night to fix my mood. maybe i'll go to the levensons, the only people who always seem to be there for me, i love them ( Read more... )

i like who i am. i'm a good person and i plan to continue being one despite the awful people around. i might not be the happiest person but it doesn't matter.

i'm gonna avoid finishing up some hw and write for a min. so the fair was this weekend. it wasn't the best one in years but there was some pretty good parts too. i decided not to go on rides this year so i wouldn't upset my stomach so i just ate, walked around, met deval patrick, etc. there seems to be less and less people i feel like i can ( Read more... )