Comments | lazywhiteguy: love

lazywhiteguy

love

Oct 19, 2004 20:58

my heart has been riped out and stomped on by the parents of the girl i fell i love. i can not see her any more i cant talk to her. if i disobey these rules she will be kicked out and have no where to stay. i care to much about her for this to happen so i am going to respect these rules even though it hurts so bad. i cried and am still tearing. I ( Read more... )

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that1guylefty October 20 2004, 05:47:51 UTC

did she tell you that? or did her parents tell you that you couldnt see her anymore?

and isnt she an 18 year old sophmore in college??

this all sounds like bullshit to me.

lazywhiteguy October 20 2004, 20:31:22 UTC

her parents are the ones that said i can never see her again but now its ok. she called me back last night after i left her the message saying that i can never see her again and well she decided to move out of her house with one of her friend into an apartment. she came over last night and she cried and cried. she was shaking with anger towards her parents. she wanted to yell and scream at them. thats what they wanted her to do so that they can kick her out but what i told her to do was to go home and tell them she was out late because she was mad and she didnt want to yell and scream at them. i hope i find out today what is going on. when she left last night at like 130 this morning she said that she loves me and i said it back but i dont think i should have. love is a deep felling and well she has a boyfriend that i feel bad for. i didnt mean for all this to happen. i had no idea that it was this big of a deal. when her boyfriend returns her call she told me that she is going to break it off ( ... )

that1guylefty October 20 2004, 22:45:58 UTC

so she got in trouble for hanging out with you so late? and thats why they told you that you couldnt hang with her no more?? that sucks...so did you acually talk to her parents in person? or on the phone at least??

so when you did talk to her parents (if you did) the mom was talking hella shit!?!?...like calling you gay and saying that you need therapy and shit??? why the fuck did she say all that shit??? im hella lost.

so if all that is true...about her parents being hella immature about the whole situation...i say fuck em...

**i say go all out with this relationship...the worst possible thing that could happen is that the relationship doesnt work out...so just keep getting to know her and have fun...your still young and there will be plenty of opportunities...plenty.

her parents sound so fucken dumb...like, they just cant let go of there " little girl"...i mean shes fucken 18 for crying out loud! let her do what she wants...shit....bitches...

and thats why i love u matthew james lowery lazywhiteguy October 21 2004, 03:44:23 UTC

i talk to her parents on the phone. she didnt get in trouble for hanging out with me late just she hasnt been following the rules like she isnt supposed to have anyone in the car because they dont think she is a good enough driver. i told her parents that she was helping me with a problem and that problem was drugs but i couldnt tell her that because she is crazy enough to call the cops or just even tell my parents.

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the best i can do... esc_thoughts October 20 2004, 16:38:18 UTC

matthew,
little brother of mine. i know if may hurt, it may seem the your heart actually feels physical pain, but i am telling you, i have said those words before over stupid flings and meaningless shit, but it all is needed. you learn about people, about yourself, limitations, what you want need, in the end its worth it. then one day you will know when you really ' love ' a person, you can feel it, you KNOW, and i promise this girl was NOT it for you. once you find that person, live every moment you can with them.
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