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[lazzo]

I can't believe how upset I was tonight. I took a long drive up near Tahoe to think. I was crying so much before I left, driving is the only thing that calms me and helps me concentrate. I forget everything when I drive but the road, then again I can think, but not to the point of getting upset... I dunno, I am out of sorts tonight

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[ninjafaerie]

i'm so sorry you can't get a dog!!
i say, move, because i think a pet would be well worth it and would make you so happy. :)
and if the landlord can't understand that, then i say forget it.

and forget the psych.. go on your instincts. :)

if you didn't live in cali, where would you (think of) go(ing)?

[lazzo]

Thanks babe. I'm not sure where we would go. We've been researching good places to move with a growing economy and I am pretty picky when it comes to weather. I've never been in the snow in my life, I am used to 120 degree summers, so I'm not sure how I would react to extreme cold... so, its a hard decision to make.

If I had my way, I'd move to northern Arizona, near Flagstaff. It's booming there, but expensive to live. I used to camp up there a lot, its sooooo gorgeous!! The most beautiful place in the US that I have seen so far. It does snow there, so I would need to adjust, but it isn't trap you inside of your home snow, so I think I could manage.

[displacedmind]

I kinda know how you feel. A few months back i really wanted a pet (still do now) im on my all day long and i've alway been round pets. I just wanted something to look after and need me.

I was really gutted when i couldnt have one.

*lots of hugs*