ok, i went to the LMO show tonight... really awesome. I didn't get to see all of their set at machinists a while back, so it was really cool to see them. They're awesome guys, and they're coming back the 27th, which is exciting. Their trombone player looks like my english teacher... he's much cooler though. Anyways... things aren't so bad. I ( Read more... )

I deleted my last entry because i was "screaming for attention"... I'm still going to disappear...

an open invatation, when lifes got me down ( Read more... )

Who knows if she knows what I meant by that... I meant that maybe the feeling I had then will never come back... who knows. It's not up to me... just like the way almost everything in my life is. I hope she understands... AJ gave me some of the best advice in a while, I think I'll take him up on it...

I have had the worst fucking week... nothing turns out like expected... my back hurts like a mofo... I feel like overall shit, because I just worked in some cold ass weather... the most depressing thing is it only gets worse from here on out... winter can suck my balls, I want to move to Florida... if this week could get much worse, and it was your ( Read more... )

Whatever happened to keeping commitments? Am I the only one who believes that people should live up to what they say they'll do? And if you're going to do that, then at least tell them... it's a load of bullshit. Instead you find out from your friend... yeah, the one they're ditching you for. Yeah, maybe you'll get to see me that night, maybe ( Read more... )

Rivers Cuomo is a genious... I look at him, and I can relate... maybe I didn't have a leg brace or operations and whatnot, maybe I didn't live in a black room with no light, no TV, no radio for nearly a year... I'm not any of those things, but the guy is more normal than most rock stars, and I can relate to him. The thing is, he's like anti- ( Read more... )

Today was probably the last good day of the year... from here on it it'll probably be freezing cold. Tonight was such a great night... Tim needed me to bring him something, and I went outside, and I was like "wow, this is the perfect night". It was the perfect temperature, and everything just seemed great... I can't explain it. It makes me feel ( Read more... )

I made her cry... I've made girls cry before but... always it had been my fault... this time I had nothing to do with her crying. It was her own fault, and she brought it on herself... and I may've been angry at her at the time for what she did, but I wasn't harsh... and I certainly didn't want her to cry...

I went to the football game tonite... it was fun, I guess. I'm doing pretty good... my brother invited me to goto Farmaid with him because he has an extra ticket or something... I guess I'll go. It's like 40 bucks though, and... I don't feel like blowing anymore money. Maybe I'll go, who knows. It'd be some quality time with my brother, and a ( Read more... )