coming to understand my feelings for the wolf.

[lblossom_doll]

I'm taking back all the thoughts I had over New Moon and Eclipse. I FINALLY figured out why I was so unhappy with both. Jacob Black. I love him. I really do, and I have finally come to admit that I really love him. I think, because Edward is just so perfect that I didn't want to say "I love Jacob" because, then, it felt like I was choosing him over

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[u_hold_the_key]

Ahh i know how you feel. My thoughts are still jumbled though, ive lent my book out so re-reading hasnt come yet.

But Jacob has been there for Bella, and he can act like an ass, but who wouldnt when the person you love chooses someone else? It is upsetting that she'll choose Edward. With Jacob she can stay with her family and all that.

.....but on the other hand, i dont know if she's right for Jacob. I kinda feel like she could never not love Edward which means Jacob doesn't get all her love, which he should.

Ahhhhhh i dont know. I need to re-read. But you make such a good point.

by the way BJ still not out here. :(

[lblossom_doll]

Ugh I know. Poor Jacob and poor Edward. We love them both, but we are seeing them through Bella, so we see when each one is hurt. Which just reminded me of the 'tent' scene. How unbearably uncomfortable was that? It was like all my emotions for the situation were put out there and who was Bella snuggled with? Jacob, while Edward sat there helplessly, watching as the girl he loves is being comforted by 'the other man'.
(can you tell I've just finished rereading it?)
Sorry your copy is out, but I'm glad I had space between readings so I could calmly and slowly read through it.

BJ still not here either. I'm beyond pissed. We have ridiculous movies like Superbad here but anything worth seeing? Nope. *grr*

[u_hold_the_key]

Ahh i know. I just can't even begin to organize my thoughts about it all. ::sigh:: i definitely have to re-read.

Yeah im super pissed! they have stupid movies like bratz and superbad out. But they can't put the one worth seeing out......? wtf.