I'm so confusing myself with my emotions and feelings on people. I'm usually not attracted to people I know will never like me, because they're not that way or they just don't, and I'm wildly in love with two people. One knows, the other has no idea. I need some outlet for my sexual frustration, then I may feel a bit better. haha... Its late, I ( Read more... )

There is the largest stereotype about Hilton Head in general its ridiculous. Yesterday, I was outside talking to people about college, schools, and such, and how I was going to be hard-pressed come application time because of money and stuff, and two people out of four, said, "Oh well you're from Hilton Head." That's okay, I was just upset, ( Read more... )

If only I could detach myself from all these emotions... maybe I could sleep a full night's sleep sometime. I do indeed, right now, wish I was an emotionless whore, whoring around and not worrying about anything. But alas, my emotions overtake me again. People other than my family saw me cry today, the first time that's happened in a while. Some ( Read more... )

I'm so stressed it's not even funny... Tomorrow is my go go go day, Tuesday, where there is no end to the madness. I'm so excited... woohoo.. The only reason I'm looking forward to tuesday coming is it makes it one day closer to being at home, as awful as that sounds.I want to see my grandmother, want to see a few friends... I'm so sick of science ( Read more... )

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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)LowLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 ( ( Read more... )

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hey its lauren, I may just make this a private journal... J-P isn't on, days pass like weeks here, and yeah... well damn i just wrote my LJ post in an email and I didn't mean to, and i'm too lazy to cut and paste... ttyl

Lauren

If I was a superhero, my days would include the following activities ( Read more... )

I danced last night and it was great... Just wonderful... It was fun actually I didn't think I liked dancing much. uhhhh my roommate is awesome, but this morning I was getting ready to go and my roommate said, "I'm so glad I don't have a lesbian for a roommate because then I couldn't sleep in just my underwear." O.o....I'll just leave that issue ( Read more... )

I am so like caught up in this one person, its really bad, as I don't really feel like he feels the same way, but yeah... He's just great, though I feel so completely out of control of the situation... because I am. I feel like he's feeling obligated to me, or something. Anyways, I've sort of "come out of my shell" so to speak at school, almost. ( Read more... )