i thought things couldnt get any worse...today proved me wrong....i dont even wanna wake up tomorrow...im afraid of what i might find...it could be better than today but it could also be worse...and im not willing to take that risk...

im going to cali in a few days...jan 6-13....im a little nervous...i havent seen my dad in 6 months after seeing him everyday for 8 years...its weird...im excited to see my friends and all....im just afraid past will be brought to the present while im there...and im just not ready to handle any of that...its going to be bad enough going home after ( Read more... )

so...first i drop my cell phone in the toilet and lose 250 numbers but still worked....than as i think im starting to get all my numbers back my cell phone gets soaked in cherry coke...so now i lost all the numbers again...my cell phone doesnt work...i have no numbers no cell phone and have to pay an ass load of money for a new one....sucks

sushi last night...god damn....so good!

school is good.
waking up sucks.
working blows.
i guess i dont have to work, but i have expensive spending habits so i have to keep up with them. thats really it. i dont really have much else going on.

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the lightening
the rain
the sky
crys
everyone listens
its inevitable to hear the sound
a feeling of content is found
pizza on the couch
my mouth tingles
i wear a hoodie
no socks
intermingle
with my mommy
stay inside my box
im dry
with peace at mind

false pretenses tomarrow...

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the light at the end of the tunnel has been seen by my eyes...