i'm sorry all i have been writing about lately is nic. i just can't help it he's on my mind quite a bit. hopefully this will be the last entry regarding him, but i serioulsy doubt it ( Read more... )

i have to get over him. i don't care how close we are or how close we are getting. i have to stop thinking about him , i'm making myself miserable and it's not fucking worth it. why why why why why did i ever become friends with him. why why why why did everything happen last night that did and why is he with lauren tonight. i thought he would ( Read more... )

akslejtrl;kajsfd;lkjasl;kdfjlkasjdflk i can't even begin to talk i just need to write and get what i'm feeling out or else i might say something to someone that i really don't mean ( Read more... )

hey, just got back from another amazing day at genesis VBS! hah. right ( Read more... )

haha, i just got back from the mall with hayley and emily and it was so much fun because i got new underwear. i mean, come on, why else would i be in a good mood? we had a good time, and we got to see mike and greg which was really cool, but at the same time kind of made me sad. like wow, i didn't realize how must i really miss hanging out with ( Read more... )

so i got online to write in my livejournal about how badly i need to get over nic and all this stuff beucase honestly its true.like we still have so much fun together but i know that when we hang out nic sees me as just a friend and that's exactly how i should see him, or else i am going to keep like, i don't know, wanting to be with him i guess, ( Read more... )

gee whiz, i havn't updated in forever! oh well, not like it matters, nothing exciting ever happens to me anyways. i can't wait until school is out, which is like 3 days, but that still seems like a really long time from this end of the spectrum...oh well, we've made it this far right ( Read more... )

i hate guys. honeslty. i don't know what goes throught their tiny pea sized brains every day.i am so tired of them acting like they like you and then not doing anything about it or making up exsuses or whatever. if you don't like a girl, don't act like you do, beucase eventually the girl will start to like you back and then you will be LEADING HER ( Read more... )

heyyyy everyone ( Read more... )

okay okay okay i'm updating it is hard and painful, but i'm doing it so there ( Read more... )