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[le_____sigh_]

why the fuck did i try to think that everything would be okay with eric and i? why the fuck did i try to convince myself so fucking hard that everything will work out. i sat there with a smile on my face getting my hopes up so high. god, i'm such a fucking idiot. as hard as i try to convince myself, he will never change. i will never trust him. i

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[_thisis_theend_]

but even though i think so low of him sometimes, i know that i will compare every person i feel that way about to him. always him.

I do that too. :(.

Chin up sweetheart. <33. :).

[thicktearss]

Listen, I know this is tough. I dated mike for almost 2 years, walking away finally for good is so hard. I can't even count how many times I went back trying to make things work, but it was just a joke to him. Just know you do have friends that care about you, and that will be there for you no matter what. Its so hard at first, but there is someone better out there, I promise. you have to believe that.

I hope you are doing well, and staying strong
<3dawn