ahh michele and i are in science and it sucks.

i'll sig your fig.

and we're going to bounce like a half ounce

some people just love spreading dumb fucking rumors like how i'm the new cokehead and i do heroin. it's so absurd i find it hilarious. so many things are confusing me these days. some things at school are so fucked up...its crazy. evelyn and i keep getting ourselves into weird situations with people we don't really get along with ( Read more... )

i dont know man, things are fucked up. i've decided that can't be sober...life is so much easier to handle in a fucked up state of mind. People are starting to get to me. the 2 cunts are just going to be fun to fuck with ( Read more... )

so i might be going to college next year. scad accepts students after their junior year in high school as long as they maintain a 3.5 gpa and score above the national average on sat's (which happens to only be a 450). obviously my teachers would have to approve and write letters saying i am ready to skip my senior year and go to college and they ( Read more... )

erhh i'm really bored

i'm starting to feel so overwhelmed by something that i can't handle it. you know exactly what i mean...

so i went to a.c. moore to get cheap t-shirts and acrylic paints. well the t-shirts which are smalls might as well be my dad's shirts because they're night gowns on me...and i bought the wrong paints (phil i blame you for this...but they were pretty colors). however, i got cute buttons for my new sweater.

erhh i'm more than a little fucked up right now. i feel soooo amazing. i bought the supplies i need to start making stencils to use on clothing. now i need to get some acrylics or maybe i'll just use the ones in the art department. i need ideas though, i have a couple...but give me more.

school sucks!

eww i hate my mom. she's a fucking useless cunt.

i think this is the most unhappy i've been in awhile. i have no friends, so many people ignore me these days. i feel like my insides are screaming for attention, yet i get none. i'm ugly, and fat, and super lonely. it's hard for me to walk around school and see all these people i used to spend so much time with...i'm overcome with regret and anger ( Read more... )