i am super obviously irritated, or "irate". i give myself four days before i start climbing the walls. i swear off midway through day three and fall apart on day four in a state of anger and just frustration. i have not talked to meg in nearly too long and im tired of writing letters to an empty box. i did write to dan yesterday and im excited for ( Read more... )

so HONESTLY i most be the most masochistic person ever. not only am i all about investigating ... its probably my percocious endearing side. ok no. ive been doing nothingggg these past few days and despite heather's attempts have been too weary to do much of anything. but today shall proove otherwise as i have BEST COOKING DATE ever with guy. we ( Read more... )

oh my. apparently my stalker is a nice girl who was misinformed by none other than ryan mong. does this surprise anybody? at least he is consistant. constistantly an asshole.. <33 ( Read more... )

apparently i have stalkers
jealous ones at that.

that is awesome beyond belief, however any comments that are made will entirely be removed from now on. drama is really highschool...OOPS!!!!!!

drew wins the award for knowing the right things to say at the right time and making me sigh and just remember why
i
like
you
all
over
again
(dammmmmmmmmmmmmn it)

it is entirely safe to say that sorting through my grandmother's things resulted in a treasure chest of medicinal benefits. i am venturing out tonight with heather and a few other various randoms. lately it seems like evenings are the only time i get any relief. this will soon change as work ushers in a new exsistence.
i feel really super ( Read more... )

i had a wonderful night....out with the talk of the town apparently. i am going back to boston around the 20th and then going straight to work. this means i shall be joining the rest of the world and getting a cell phone. ughhhh :\ but whatever, its time. i hate unreturned / ignored phone calls and the problem with letters is that they document ( Read more... )

I AM A WALKING SCREAMING HELL

ps. thank you.

i am off to an interview in about a half an hour at this law firm, which i am quite sure i wont be getting. its an internship at one of the top law firms--and they would want me because....? its just that i have little to no interest and havent ever had the time or desire to buy a proper "suit", so i am wearing my mum's shoulder-padded jacket, her ( Read more... )

mimi died last night at 10:15. my mom and i went to hospice to see her "body" or whatever and brilliant me had decided to have a few++ drinks earlier on in the evening and this, obviously, made everything worse. she was lying in bed and she didnt look peaceful and she didnt look like herself and her mouth was open and i was a mess.
jeff may come to ( Read more... )