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So much is changing. I mean, it is but it isn't. I spoke my mind to Antonin. I'm thinking about spending time with his bloody girlfriend. For fuck's sake, that's something I never thought I would even think of. But... if she's going to be around my baby, I'd rather know her. It's complicated.
I know that he isn't always going to be around. We'll graduate and he'll do something else with his life and he'll show up less and less. It's obvious to me but he'd never admit it now. The only question that I'm faced with is whether it's good for Nymphadora to get to know him now. I'm sure she won't remember him in years to come but what if she's three and she asks me where her father is? What the hell am I supposed to say to that?
Maybe I'm just paranoid. I definetly shouldn't be thinking about things like this right now but I can't help it. Bellatrix coming around with her comments doesn't help any either. Ugh. I need to just... relax.
Do you want to take Nymphadora? For a day or so? However long you want? I know that you have something in two weeks but... what about today? Let me know.
Respond to this anonymously. Tell the truth, I won't know it's you saying it.
1. Give me one hint to your identity.
2. Would you ever kiss me?
3. Name one thing about me that's left an impact on you.
4. Am I good looking?
5. What quality of mine do you like best?
6. What quality of mine do you like least?
7. What do you think will become of me after graduation?
8. What animal do I remind you of?
9. If I were a color, what would I be?
10. Am I a good person?
I want to see you. We still have so much catching up to do. You can come to my dorm later if you want. I'm pretty sure that noone will be there.