i'd almost forgotten how miserable it is to be sick. i find myself lingering places when i know i shouldn't. lying on the couch, getting up to fix your own water.

there was a garter snake in my yard this morning. i almost picked him up. fourth of july..... i already have a champagne hangover. i miss daniel. i love the sound of fireworks.

i've found charleston to be alot more tolerable now that i know i'm leaving soon. i've been going to the beach almost everyday. jordan has shown me this spot on folly that's almost always completely deserted and has a lighthouse in the middle of the ocean, i suppose it was once an island that erroded away. she's going to be leaving to italy ( Read more... )

I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY. why is it so fucking hard to find someone to go to lunch with me?!?!?!

i'm taking all the money out from my "college fund" and getting a one way ticket to italy.

nothing feels better and i hate when you're right.
watch television and fall asleep on the couch.
they'll let you know if something happens.

valentines day sucked...
i got a new cellphone, finally... it had been broken for a solid month now. after i got the new one my bank account overdrafted and i lost all numbers and pictures.

give me your numbers. i need a fucking vacation.

"how's it going?"
"it's alright i guess.."
"no. i meant the midlife crisis. how's it going?"

there's so many fucking students in this town. most of the ones i've talked to have no idea what they're doing.

tonite's shoot went beautifully. last nite got cancelled early because jacob got drunk and made me cry...ended up flipping out on everyone and tackled me out of nowhere. for some reason i took it really hard just because of this bond we've created over living and breathing this project for the past week and few days and having to live with other ( Read more... )

i just had a really delicious lunch//dinner with brandon where we discussed (him) taking shits in the privacy of your (his) own 'bat cave' in the secret bat cave bathroom, where you(he) have(has) to do a retinal scan and a saliva test to enter.....with a fan that cuts on automatically afterwards.... the one you lent out for the janet jackson 1994 ( Read more... )