::moans:: please make it stooooopppp

[le_trihok_shok]

Blah, the day is boring and sad.
A bit lonesome I guess.
I’m disappointed in a lot of things, very.
I made my mother think while we were eating lunch at Denny’s on the Island.
She asked about certain friends, and what happened with all of them, I told her everyone has their own lives, and she should stop asking about them.
After that she tried making me

Comments

[alexia_x]

so sorry about the iguana....wasn't she stalking you about a week ago? hey, i don't know you much but, if you want to hang out and make a new acquaintance..i'll be glad to meet up with you. i'm sort of in the same boat..my significant other has left me alone and my best bud is in san antonio. i'm also bitter and cynical..lol..;P let me know........

sweetheart??

[nakedboysknife]

...dude youre scaring me, whats going on?

whats wrong?

i mean your journal explains enough, but its so vague that i dont know whats REALLY bothering you, and i want to help so bad. i left comments asking these things before, but no answers...

youve got me worried, love.

:(

im worried.

-with all my heart-
ashley

Re: sweetheart??

[le_trihok_shok]

just letting you know that I've responded to a comment, :) of course you know what's going on now, and I don't need to explain, and okay...
corazon, stacie

this is all that needs to be said, honey pot.

[nakedboysknife]

...one day...

[katastrophie77]

Sounds like youre jonesin' for a fix.
Youre sick and tired of being sick and tired.
You need a change of scenery.
Things always get better.

[le_trihok_shok]

ah yes so true.
how my heart aches for a change of scenery, :D

[kat_lickz]

Yeah the only difference is i'm still by my grrrl's side. Although it seems and feels she doesnt' really want to let me in to what's going on with her. As for Stacie's soo called best friend,She's not really there for Stacie and her lame excuse is her parents FUCK THAT.I don't believe it.What is it your bussiness ASHELY what's bothering her it's not like you'll actually be able to help her.You know since your parents strickly forbid you to associate with her.
I don’t even know how Kat puts up with me nowadays. No wonder she likes going to people who‘ll adore her more so she can get affection there… go to people who tell them she's the only one for them and not freak out about it, and even want to live with them.... Hmm it's kind of fucked up the way Stacie makes me sound in this journal entry.I don't run to any one for affection . Nor do i want to live with them. It's just that there aree more jobs in mcallen then any where else and i got offered a place to stay if i found a job there. I'm only looking for a job for Stacie's well

[le_trihok_shok]

argh, please, don't mention names next time...
i didn't mean to make it sound like your craving for affection and need it elsewhere, it's just that even after what she told you, and you making it seem like you didn't want anything to do with her, you still go along with things she says. It's like, "Doesn't my opinion matter to you?" Don't you see that I don't like her, yet you still run to her, and talk about her in a way that I think wrong, I knew I had a bad feeling about her, and then I thought you were smart enough to realize it even after THAT, but you're just ignore everything and don't see what's good and what's wrong.
I KNOW you want to help me out and stuff, but for you to move in with your ex FOR ME, that doesn't make sense, just moving closer to a bigger problem. That's not going to help. Help me by motivating me to go back to college and getting a job because you know I'm this big lazy ass, and only do things when the opportunity is right next to me.
I dont know how many times I have to explain that I don't like her, and