So yes, now I'm also sick. Not very helpful. Argh- I've been in the apartment all day, haven't left, haven't showered, I feel disgusting and dirty and just a pile of patheticness. Yes that's not a word, but this is my journal so it exists here. Lea is engaged, now probably moving, things are changing again. Things changed a few years ago, then ( Read more... )

I still don't know... I'm listening to "Round here" by the counting crows... I used to have that cd and would listen to it all the time. It certainly does get me depressed, as if I need any more help with that. Why is it like this? Life. Why can't anything be easy or good or I don't know. I mean why is it so hard? I find myself thinking about ( Read more... )

Who knows? I don't. I certainly don't.

I haven't updated in quite some time... almost 3 months... last semester ended really well, had a great winter break, now back at school... sort of slipping into not doing work again. It will only screw me in the end. I just don't have the energy anymore. I just want to be home. I like home, there's familiarity, comfort, happiness, satisfaction ( Read more... )

This really sucks. Yesterday we had a Squash match at home. I was doing so well. I was playing a spot above what I usually play on the ladder, and I was beating the girl too. Then, as I'm running towards the ball I trip over my own feet, and crunch crunch crunch I'm on the ground screaming my head off because of the unbelievable pain I have ( Read more... )

Another day... it's always another day

Ah... I listen to this song and I dunno...

i was going to write out the lyrics but midway i decided not to
"tell me what it takes to let you go" - aerosmith
great song

so tired... I have class in 25 minutes... don't want to go, but I must. maybe i'll get a coffee on the way, though i'm not a big fan of coffee I must say. I need something to get out of this slump and wake up. Well, coffee will help with the waking up part.

I was actually really upset today. The first tax exam I had I didn't study that well for, and thought I was going to do terrible. With the 40% curve I got a 79.9, now the second tax exam I studied my ass off well in advance, and as a result got a 79 with the curve, 0.9 points lower than the first one. When I got it back I felt like I was punched ( Read more... )

Well... I played some squash today with a few buddies of mine. Alastair and I bought LOST Season 1 and we love it. All in all I did nothing this weekend, which was a great change from the previous week. I dunno about this semester... the grades aren't happening. I want to be in ny this summer and that means I have to start applying to places. ( Read more... )