i like turning up the volume to music i used to be obsessed with unbearably loud and dancing my ass off
i like giving people things...even if its only a hug
i like the quietness, the calmness, the beauty of the world before anyone else is awake
i like smoot peanut butter almost as much as i like crunchy peanut butter
i like coming home and having the lights left on in my room
i like keeping the reciepts of places i go
i like the dirty-and-chewed tennis ball collection under my dresser thanks to my dog
i like the awkward feeling after giving a new friend a hug
i like the feeling of actually doing all of my work and knowing i got something out of it
i like sunrises more than sunsets
i like finding chocolate kissy wrappers all over my mom's office
i like eating the cookie dough with my sister so that by the time we put the "cookies" in the oven, there's only enough for about 6 people
and i'm finding that i don't like to be alone
i don't like fighting
and i don't like being mean.
i don't like pretending that i'm happy when i'm not.
this is me.
always yours.
remaining yours.
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