you only got one
beware..this is long...complete rambling
i'm not really sure why..but i'm just happy right now.
it's not like there's just one cause that i can pinpoint off the top of my mind.
i'm just generally happy...against all odds.
yes, i love rain..and storms and clouds. i love cuddling up on my bed or couch or floor with a blanket, while my dog plops down next to me, reading a book i've read at least 3 times before or just staring out the window, watching the rain pour down and contemplating the world..and people..and myself.
but there's something about the sun lately...it's that awkward stage between winter and spring where everything is just softer. lately a random tree..bush...anything looks "happy" in the sun.
the heat just makes me calmer....make me stop and breath for a bit.
i'm excited to be acting again.
god, no words can describe how excited i am..even at the thought of it.
something about the people..the atmosphere...the tension and excitement...
acting is one of those things in my life where i never feel bad.
i never regret any of it
i never wish i could go back a redo this or that.
everything about it amazes me
and yet i confuse myself so much..
if i love it so much...why do i only allow myself one play a year?!
i wish i knew
i'm excited for this weekend
i probably shouldn't be because there is a high chance i'll see someone i really can't deal with right now
but oh well..
i'm excited for valentines' day
it's not like i have anyone special to celibrate it with like last year...
but i'm still excited..(yet again, call me a dork)
but most of all...i'm excited to see people i haven't seen for a while.
i've "realized" that i have been really selfish and mean...although unintentionally,
to soo many of my close friends.
dropped friendships just because i'm busy
and i just want you to know taht i'm trying.
starting over. soo sorry.
i can't promise miracles..but i am trying.
baby steps..as they say haha
so anne? you still on for friday?
i say either mad painting projects...( i got plenty more doors in this house!! haha)
cow stalking...
or just the classic chick flick watching (brenden frasier of course) and cookie dough eating
but we'll see :)
anyway...if anyone is even reading this far...
nicely done. i'm impressed!! haha
enough rambling for tonight.
love always,
kathryn rose leach
aka. kat, kate, katie, kdog, katizzle leachizzle, leachy, katiebate....and my very jewish grandmother's: boobalinski
i'm not really sure why..but i'm just happy right now.
it's not like there's just one cause that i can pinpoint off the top of my mind.
i'm just generally happy...against all odds.
yes, i love rain..and storms and clouds. i love cuddling up on my bed or couch or floor with a blanket, while my dog plops down next to me, reading a book i've read at least 3 times before or just staring out the window, watching the rain pour down and contemplating the world..and people..and myself.
but there's something about the sun lately...it's that awkward stage between winter and spring where everything is just softer. lately a random tree..bush...anything looks "happy" in the sun.
the heat just makes me calmer....make me stop and breath for a bit.
i'm excited to be acting again.
god, no words can describe how excited i am..even at the thought of it.
something about the people..the atmosphere...the tension and excitement...
acting is one of those things in my life where i never feel bad.
i never regret any of it
i never wish i could go back a redo this or that.
everything about it amazes me
and yet i confuse myself so much..
if i love it so much...why do i only allow myself one play a year?!
i wish i knew
i'm excited for this weekend
i probably shouldn't be because there is a high chance i'll see someone i really can't deal with right now
but oh well..
i'm excited for valentines' day
it's not like i have anyone special to celibrate it with like last year...
but i'm still excited..(yet again, call me a dork)
but most of all...i'm excited to see people i haven't seen for a while.
i've "realized" that i have been really selfish and mean...although unintentionally,
to soo many of my close friends.
dropped friendships just because i'm busy
and i just want you to know taht i'm trying.
starting over. soo sorry.
i can't promise miracles..but i am trying.
baby steps..as they say haha
so anne? you still on for friday?
i say either mad painting projects...( i got plenty more doors in this house!! haha)
cow stalking...
or just the classic chick flick watching (brenden frasier of course) and cookie dough eating
but we'll see :)
anyway...if anyone is even reading this far...
nicely done. i'm impressed!! haha
enough rambling for tonight.
love always,
kathryn rose leach
aka. kat, kate, katie, kdog, katizzle leachizzle, leachy, katiebate....and my very jewish grandmother's: boobalinski