I should have cashed out on those nickel machines about 5 times and had a lot of money in my pocket, but man, those fucking things draw you in ( Read more... )

I have to learn to have confidence in myself that other people will be happy with me and accept me for who I am ( Read more... )

I have not slept in going on 71 1/2 hours. I cannot fucking sleep. I took nyquil, and I can not fucking sleep. before the 71 1/2 hour sprint I had maybe got 4 hours on Wednesday night, thanks to the 5 tylonol PM ( Read more... )

ive spent so long trying to make other people happy that i forgot how to make myself happy. ive become so lost in other people that ive lost myself and who I am.

im scared, confused, and alone.

you can no longer reach me on my cell phone, call my house 2317737714