I miss my mommy so much. I can't even stand it. I hate so much that I have to go through all this without her. I know that I am very very lucky to have all that I have, to have been blessed with the family that I have, to be healthy, well, so far succeeding at life, but fucking a I want a damn self-pity moment where I can feel shitty as shit and ( Read more... )

I'm starting to run on E. I don't like it. I'm so busy all the time, it drives me insane and I don't know how much more I can take. I just need to buckle down for one more week and get it done so I can fully relax on my vacation and enjoy it for all it's worth ( Read more... )

I need to shake this thing that I have that makes me do the things I do, say the things I say and most importantly think the things I think ( Read more... )

More than just moving. I'm going to have to settle into a new routine. I'm terribly nervous. There is nothing I can not handle. I just have to keep reminding myself of this. I had a date tonight, I told the guy I didn't want to see him anymore. I knew I was going to have to do that. Then when I talked to David he almost said the same thing ( Read more... )

And myself ( Read more... )

The reason I've always liked them is because every time they put out an album it fits in so perfectly with my life at the time and it keeps on happening. I just recently thought of the title of the latest release. Healthy in Paranoid Times. That's me. Chaos is breaking out around me and shit is kind of weird, I'm very busy and rather confused ( Read more... )

I want a perfect body

I want a perfect soul

party here on Friday. come!

710 Emmet :) (upstairs)

It's when everything in your life is calm and tranquil. When all you want to do is sit and absorb everything around you. Sleeping would only lead to disappointment for it would involve the absence of awareness of this beautiful feeling. It's when your mind races with thoughts of everything and EVERYONE! Places you'd like to go, things you'd ( Read more... )

WARNING!!!!!!! ANYONE CURRENTLY FEELING SORRY FOR THEMSELVES, OR HAVING A ROUGH TIME IN THEIR LIFE RIGHT NOW, DO NOT READ THIS ENTRY ( Read more... )

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