Minor Vents and Improbable Wishes
Should I warn you that I'm feeling grumpy and whiney tonight? Nah.
I need to write. I know that I need to write. What I don't know is why. But I do feel I need to write, and I have felt that way for awhile, and yet, I haven't written anything in awhile.
I'm upset tonight, because my sister is having a problem with her new car that she wouldn't have had if I had just said something about it earlier. I never think my opinion is worth voicing, and so I let stupid things happen. Where does that come from?
I wouldn't even like to live the life of the rich and famous, especially the famous part as I totally hate being the center of a lot of attention. However, some money? That I could really use. I'm still paying off school debts, and realizing as I do that I'm only making a very, very slow dent in the bills. I like problems that I can hurry up and fix, but this working steady at it for a long time, I hate those kind of problems. Still better than unfixable problems, I guess.
Love my job, but now I'm just exhausted. Why couldn't it be June already, and why do we have any days of school in June? That is just so wrong. I'm thinking about taking a mental health week, except I don't have time. June! Please, please come sooner June! Though I did once express that sentiment to an older teacher and she said that she never wished the time away since it goes too fast anyway. The time can stick around, but I just want to get some sleep first, kay?
Have I mentioned that I want to be a Time Lord? It is now my life's ambition to be the first Human Time Lord. Why do Time Lords exist at all? The Universe must have some need for them or why would they have evolved in the way that they did? So if the Universe at one time had a need for a Time-Lord-like-being, then that need must still exist and will continue to exist. The quickest way to meet that need, since a war quickly snuffed out a bunch of the Universe's resources, would be to create a few new Time Lords. I figure that if I can just get aboard the TARDIS, then the heart of the TARDIS will see into my heart and realize that I would make an ideal Time Lord. I wouldn't even be too much of a pest to the Doctor as I would only stick around long enough to learn the ropes, and then I'd be off to have my own adventures.
Speaking of improbable things, did anyone see the finale of Battle Star Gallatica? My sister watches it and so I got pulled into the last few episodes. I LOVE how that series ended! Talk about fodder for fan fiction! I think you could keep writing for years. So what's Lee Adama's life like in ten years? A traveling story teller, judge, or tinker? What about that cool engineer guy who headed off for the highlands of Scotland? I don't blame him for going off alone, but did he forever stay that way? Of course I think it would be hard for the parents to watch as their children and especially grandchildren make their way in a new and less civilized world forgetting their own histories. Still to start fresh on a new and beautiful planet where you can see all of the starts at night. Having lived among the stars, maybe that sight isn't as awe inspiring, but I would love to see what the night sky looked like before light and air pollution obscured it. In fact, if I can't be a Time Lord, then I'd be happy joining BSG Earth, cept I would like a body about twenty years younger and stronger, cause as it is, I don't think I'd last long living in that wild world.
I feel old. Are you getting that from my earlier comments. Feeling old is very, very discouraging.
Good news, the weather's beautiful and I'll have the house to myself this weekend. That bad news is that I have a bunch of chores to do. blah!
So how is everyone else?
I need to write. I know that I need to write. What I don't know is why. But I do feel I need to write, and I have felt that way for awhile, and yet, I haven't written anything in awhile.
I'm upset tonight, because my sister is having a problem with her new car that she wouldn't have had if I had just said something about it earlier. I never think my opinion is worth voicing, and so I let stupid things happen. Where does that come from?
I wouldn't even like to live the life of the rich and famous, especially the famous part as I totally hate being the center of a lot of attention. However, some money? That I could really use. I'm still paying off school debts, and realizing as I do that I'm only making a very, very slow dent in the bills. I like problems that I can hurry up and fix, but this working steady at it for a long time, I hate those kind of problems. Still better than unfixable problems, I guess.
Love my job, but now I'm just exhausted. Why couldn't it be June already, and why do we have any days of school in June? That is just so wrong. I'm thinking about taking a mental health week, except I don't have time. June! Please, please come sooner June! Though I did once express that sentiment to an older teacher and she said that she never wished the time away since it goes too fast anyway. The time can stick around, but I just want to get some sleep first, kay?
Have I mentioned that I want to be a Time Lord? It is now my life's ambition to be the first Human Time Lord. Why do Time Lords exist at all? The Universe must have some need for them or why would they have evolved in the way that they did? So if the Universe at one time had a need for a Time-Lord-like-being, then that need must still exist and will continue to exist. The quickest way to meet that need, since a war quickly snuffed out a bunch of the Universe's resources, would be to create a few new Time Lords. I figure that if I can just get aboard the TARDIS, then the heart of the TARDIS will see into my heart and realize that I would make an ideal Time Lord. I wouldn't even be too much of a pest to the Doctor as I would only stick around long enough to learn the ropes, and then I'd be off to have my own adventures.
Speaking of improbable things, did anyone see the finale of Battle Star Gallatica? My sister watches it and so I got pulled into the last few episodes. I LOVE how that series ended! Talk about fodder for fan fiction! I think you could keep writing for years. So what's Lee Adama's life like in ten years? A traveling story teller, judge, or tinker? What about that cool engineer guy who headed off for the highlands of Scotland? I don't blame him for going off alone, but did he forever stay that way? Of course I think it would be hard for the parents to watch as their children and especially grandchildren make their way in a new and less civilized world forgetting their own histories. Still to start fresh on a new and beautiful planet where you can see all of the starts at night. Having lived among the stars, maybe that sight isn't as awe inspiring, but I would love to see what the night sky looked like before light and air pollution obscured it. In fact, if I can't be a Time Lord, then I'd be happy joining BSG Earth, cept I would like a body about twenty years younger and stronger, cause as it is, I don't think I'd last long living in that wild world.
I feel old. Are you getting that from my earlier comments. Feeling old is very, very discouraging.
Good news, the weather's beautiful and I'll have the house to myself this weekend. That bad news is that I have a bunch of chores to do. blah!
So how is everyone else?