So today was an all-in-all good day. I think normally I'd say it sucked, but I got a "face lift" in the attitude department. For the last... week, I've slept in, for the most part. I've been catching up on some serious sleep deprevation that I experienced first semester. I'm sure that once I have to set my alarm for 7 am again next week, that I'm ( Read more... )

These last few days have been..... exhausting. They have definitely not included much sleep, that's for sure. Whenever I wake up at night, I can never get back to sleep. I have a hard enough time falling asleep. I just lie in bed, with thousands of thoughts running through my head ( Read more... )

So I totally forgot two of the most emotional parts of yesterday. I wasn't thinking straight, obviously. Anyway, the first one was when Heidi and Jessica were up talking about their sister.... I don't know how I forgot to tell about this! Probably because I cried hardest then. Anyway, Heidi and Jess did Bridgette's makeup and hair. When they got ( Read more... )

I had a wonderful night of sleep last night. I went to the Severn's, after a day of curling up on the couch with monster cramps. It was so nice to hug Nana and chat with Mama Severn. I miss those two Godly ladies so much. They are definitely setting an amazing set of footprints for me to follow. I hope someday that my children, grandchildren and ( Read more... )

It's what I've been prepping myself for the last 2 days.... I didn't know how it was going to go, but I knew it was singly going to be the most difficult day I've come across in a long time. As the time drew nearer and nearer to 6 pm, my stomach turned and I wanted to throw up. Dressed in dark jeans and a sweater, I walked into the funeral home. ( Read more... )

I was chatting with my roomie (whom I miss so incredibly much) when the phone rang. All I heard on the other line was sobbing. I heard a "hi" but I had no idea whose voice it was. I was scared! Who is crying this hysterically on the phone to me? What's wrong? What happened? After a second, I figured out it was Heidi. As you all may or may not know ( Read more... )

Today I was reading this book called "When He Doesn't Believe" by Nancy Kennedy. I got it for my birthday. It's just a book for women who feel like they are alone in their faith. It's really helping me a LOT! I was reading it to see if I could help Mark in any way, but I am helping myself through this! It's really a blessing. It's so encouraging, ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to You ( Read more... )

I definitely had a revelation the other day ( Read more... )

So it's 1 am and I'm all smiles.... can't sleep ( Read more... )