the wolves are out of the walls...
The things that happen while I'm away...you wouldn't believe.
"If the Party could thrust its hand into the past and say this or that even, it never happened - that, surely, was more terrifying than mere torture and death...And if all others accepted the lie which the Party imposed - if all records told the same tale - then the lie passed into history and became truth. 'Who controls the past' ran the Party slogan, 'controls the future: who controls the present controls the past.'" 1984, George Orwell - p. 32
"I hate these people. I really do. One night I'm gonna come to them, inside of their house, wherever they're sleeping, and I'm gonna cut their throats." - Andrew Jerz/Daniel Plainview
And I don't care if this sort of talk gets me onto an FBI watchlist or denies me a job later in life when employers google-search my name and find my public livejournal.
RIP Worcester State Hospital (1877-2008)
I'm so sick of this shit. I guess history is just for assholes who believe that there's something to be learned from the past. And I guess we're just running full-speed into a world of electric-razor cars, cookie-cutter-Canadian-midwest-socialist-developments, complete-and-utter-boringness, and total lack of pride (and not to mention computerization, automation, and mechanized-replication) in one's craft. God, I'm pissed.
and everything was going so well...