Comments | learntoskank: burden to myself

learntoskank

burden to myself

Sep 19, 2004 19:45

omg ... if it isn't one thing, it's another. and no one will let me say anything. so i keep it to myself and i hide it and talk to one person about it. that one person listens and i appreiciate it so much, b/c they don't make me feel like an ass or get upset with me. i am so sick of people. i just want to stay home for a few days, but there is no ( Read more... )

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uber_tool_008 September 19 2004, 21:15:44 UTC

i feel the exact same way some times and i wish i could move away and start all over but then my friends come into the picture friends like you and then it doesnt seem worth it. My mom always tells me that life is full of hills and valleys so maybe this is just a valey in life that your going through. Just focus on the future and reaching the top of the hill it will always get better.And Im always here if you need to talk and my door is always open for you. I love you Ashley.

learntoskank September 20 2004, 14:56:03 UTC

thank you guys all so much ... thanks kates

uber_tool_008 September 20 2004, 15:52:29 UTC

anytime im jsut here to help because i know that we all have our hard times and thats when we need someone the most.

itsxskatastic September 20 2004, 00:55:36 UTC

looking at life as it is full of valleys and hills makes sense. but then it seems that the higher the hill, the lower the valley. it always hurts to fall, sometimes more then others. but friends will always be there, no matter where you are. i love you ashley, you know that. you've been there for me since 7th grade, and i feel i could never be there for you as you have for me, and i wish i could. you deserve happiness. but the being some call god is a sadistic asshole, and nothing can change that. and your not a burden. not one bit. end of story.

learntoskank September 20 2004, 14:55:07 UTC

thanks michelle. i hope you know you have saeved my life .. literally

_tvparty September 20 2004, 01:48:22 UTC

Ashley, next time you go CD shopping I want you to buy "Substance" by Joy Division.
You will fall in love with their contentment with depression. it is almost the most beautiful thing ever. : |

learntoskank September 20 2004, 14:53:42 UTC

ok i will try to find some of it online...

chiqua420 September 20 2004, 08:41:59 UTC

aye, i know it sounds condescending, but you seriously remind me of myself a year or so ago. and hey, if you do move to NC, thats where I live (not a huge comfort, i know, but maybe a lil comforting?) Keep your head up chic, and trust that shits never as bad as it seems.

learntoskank September 20 2004, 14:52:37 UTC

thanks :)