Cassie's coming over today. Me and Heather fucked up our shirts that we were making. it sucks. we forgot that you have to make it backwards in order for it to be readable on a t-shirt. we're extra smart. i don't have any money left to buy paper. it kinda sucks. we might go to walmart today and buy some though. i wish we would have known that ( Read more... )

So today is kinda gay. I thought i was going to go to Kristi's birthday party but that doesn't look like it's happening. I hate that no one calls me anymore. no one ever wants to hang out with me and i don't know why....am i a bitch? i just don't understand. I thought kristi wanted me to come and hang out with her for her birthday party but i ( Read more... )

i found out yesterday jarreds brother died. i never met him but its such a reality check for me. heroine and coke....i don't even know what to say about it. i feel speachless. i don't understand why life's got to be so morbid. it fuckin sucks...i don't ever want to touch coke ever again. and heroin...oh my god...it disgusts me. i guess he was doing ( Read more... )

I'm bored. It's cold outside. I don't know what to do. Heather's coming back Sunday or Monday. i talked to her for a little bit like an hour ago. Next Wednesday me and her are going to see Seether, Shinedown and Flyleaf at the rave. i'm paying for her. I still have to pay amber for my earings, and save some money to go get my tongue pierced. i ( Read more... )

blah. school blows. it's 5th hour and study hall sucks. the library fuckin sucks...hah. everythings the same! I was talking to Kassie Chally about this Occonomoc school thing. i really want to go. To be honest i really don't like this school...the slightest fuckin bit. it's pointless to me. I think my mom would let me do it especially if it doesn ( Read more... )

So today was alright. i don't i guess life couldn't suck any worse...lol. Kristi invited me to her birthday party next Friday. i told my sister she could probably come which i don't think Kristi would have a problem with but who knows. i hung out with Katlyn today after school. i was going to go over to amandas but it didn't seem like she wanted ( Read more... )

i went and applied at places today in mukwonago. I went to taco bell, mcdonalds, these other restaurants. at one of the restaurants my mom said the guy was a litle too firendly...lol. oh well there's nothing i can do about that. it sounded at like two of the restaurants they were interested especially at the blue barron one or whatever it's called ( Read more... )

so right now basically sucks. there's nothing to do and there's no one here. Heather left. it sucks. i wish that she would have stayed here. this town completely blows ass and there's nothing ever to do here. i can't wait till i turn 18 and can get out of this state. i just want to be away from here. basically everyone that i hang out with either ( Read more... )

i'm really fucked up right now...me and amber are just chillin here by the computer listening to Disturbed...zach berg is coming over here sometime later tonight...we just got back from there. we still have to go to ambers house to get alcohol. and i owe cassie p $4...it really fuckin sucks. shit! i'm bored. i want to watch corpse bride but i don' ( Read more... )

I hate feeling this way. I'm so down right now...i don't even want to be here right now. I don't know why i have these feelings that i do. i wish they would just go away. i can't even try to explain the way i feel...and it fuckin sucks!! i just wish that i could get rid of everything that's going on in my head right now. I don't want to feel any ( Read more... )