find me and follow me, through corridors and factories
I almost got that present I wanted this weekend
I was very close...
I had it in my hands, and I was about to unwrap it
but then I stopped
I'm not sure if it's for me, actually
there wasn't a label on the box
so...
I don't know exactly what to do
I never got to talk to her or ask her
and I never asked Cassie to say anything
but Cassie is too smart, and figured it out
so she asked her
Cassie told me she said she didn't
but...
I don't know...
she's a shy person
there's a chance she might have just been saying that
but I doubt it
that's just me committing wishful thinking
fuck
it's not like I can just shrug it off now, like I could with anyone else
I thought I could, in case I needed to...
but I found out this weekend it wasn't just a little crush anymore
it scared me a little, then made me smile
we hung out the whole trip... we were inseparable...
and she stole my hat XD
we had fun... we played hide and seek (just me and her) in the hotel (the hotel was HUGE. It was the biggest I'd ever been to, it was the size of a housing project)
she seemed to be warming up to me.... that's why I thought maybe she was "just saying that"...
Jason seemed to think it as well, he came up to me out of the blue and said he thought she liked me
but I countered it - I was like, "Yeah... I think she might too. I hope. But I'm worried she still might be tangled up over... you know..."
and he was like, "Oh... hmm. I dunno. I don't think so. Go for it."
I think, if I ever met God...
me and him would get along exceptionally well
because he definitely has a sick sense of humor
Whenever I do something good
or be kind to someone
I get nothing
Now, I don't go parading around, only doing good things because I expect a reward
but I never get anything in return
and whenever I do something horrible
I either don't feel guilty about it
Or something good happens
he treated her like a goddamn doormat
and she was still stuck on him
and she still might be
I mean.. she cried about him last tournament, because he did something bad... and she tried to get him not to do it, and he did anyway
she said she wasn't
but I could tell she was
he used her
his GIRLFRIEND found out
and dumped him
and he has the audacity to complain that his "stupid ex-girlfriend" dumped him
what the fuck did you think she was going to do when she found out?
congratulate you?
she said nothing, and walked the walk of shame for about a week
he said nothing to her, acted like she wasn't there, didn't apologize or anything
she passes out Christmas cards to everyone with candy
he gets the biggest bag
inside his card, it says "I'm sorry about everything."
SHE apologized to HIM
as soon as her back is turned
he shows it to all of us
and laughs, thinking it's the funniest thing
we had laughs..
we had scares...
we stole things and vandalized...
we shared some genuinely special moments this weekend...
and I'm stuck on her
but she's stuck on him
I hurt...
Fuck you, Brentley.
I was very close...
I had it in my hands, and I was about to unwrap it
but then I stopped
I'm not sure if it's for me, actually
there wasn't a label on the box
so...
I don't know exactly what to do
I never got to talk to her or ask her
and I never asked Cassie to say anything
but Cassie is too smart, and figured it out
so she asked her
Cassie told me she said she didn't
but...
I don't know...
she's a shy person
there's a chance she might have just been saying that
but I doubt it
that's just me committing wishful thinking
fuck
it's not like I can just shrug it off now, like I could with anyone else
I thought I could, in case I needed to...
but I found out this weekend it wasn't just a little crush anymore
it scared me a little, then made me smile
we hung out the whole trip... we were inseparable...
and she stole my hat XD
we had fun... we played hide and seek (just me and her) in the hotel (the hotel was HUGE. It was the biggest I'd ever been to, it was the size of a housing project)
she seemed to be warming up to me.... that's why I thought maybe she was "just saying that"...
Jason seemed to think it as well, he came up to me out of the blue and said he thought she liked me
but I countered it - I was like, "Yeah... I think she might too. I hope. But I'm worried she still might be tangled up over... you know..."
and he was like, "Oh... hmm. I dunno. I don't think so. Go for it."
I think, if I ever met God...
me and him would get along exceptionally well
because he definitely has a sick sense of humor
Whenever I do something good
or be kind to someone
I get nothing
Now, I don't go parading around, only doing good things because I expect a reward
but I never get anything in return
and whenever I do something horrible
I either don't feel guilty about it
Or something good happens
he treated her like a goddamn doormat
and she was still stuck on him
and she still might be
I mean.. she cried about him last tournament, because he did something bad... and she tried to get him not to do it, and he did anyway
she said she wasn't
but I could tell she was
he used her
his GIRLFRIEND found out
and dumped him
and he has the audacity to complain that his "stupid ex-girlfriend" dumped him
what the fuck did you think she was going to do when she found out?
congratulate you?
she said nothing, and walked the walk of shame for about a week
he said nothing to her, acted like she wasn't there, didn't apologize or anything
she passes out Christmas cards to everyone with candy
he gets the biggest bag
inside his card, it says "I'm sorry about everything."
SHE apologized to HIM
as soon as her back is turned
he shows it to all of us
and laughs, thinking it's the funniest thing
we had laughs..
we had scares...
we stole things and vandalized...
we shared some genuinely special moments this weekend...
and I'm stuck on her
but she's stuck on him
I hurt...
Fuck you, Brentley.