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Aug 17, 2008 23:28

I have the strange desire to become one of those sort of sad people who post all the time but never get any comments. Ever since I got into fandom in 2005 I assumed I wanted to be ~internet famous but I reeeally doubt I could handle it if I was. I have no social skills! I have a knack for offending people without entirely meaning to!

SPEAKING OF WHICH! Why do I find Singer SO unattractive? I mean, obviously the lion's share of bandom is pretty funny-looking when it comes down to it. But I've never been so REPULSED. I feel really bad about it, too! But I know my taste is super questionable. Seriously. I found Gerard attractive before I got into bandom. Like, what?? He has hamster teeth! Come on, self.

I've been mentally and physically preparing myself all summer for the Graphic Design course I start in September, because apparently it's going to eat my life. Quitting my part-time job at the fabric store, getting shit out of the way. I wanted to draw a lot of pictures of Brendon while I had the time, because I like him and I draw people I like. Because I'm actually that precious. Anyways, not so much, though! I only managed a few doodles. I wanted to draw him him as a cartoon since that's *how I do*, but it's pretty much redundant. I love doing caricatures but I can't even do that because ALL OF HIS FEATURES are his prominent features. HOW DOES HE FIT ALL THAT ON HIS FACE? ♥Brendon♥

Anywho, I painted Vicky-T in ink a few times instead. I used a shitty old brush to be edgy or something. I think they turned out pretty okay, though! I want to post them to bandom_art but there are only three or four, and if you've ever looked at a Vicky-T picspam you can probably immediately tell which pictures I used as reference. Sigh, fail!art.

There's a lot of shit I could ramble about that actually doesn't pertain to fandom (I actually do have a Real Life! It's okay, I was surprised too) but I've done so much all summer that I wouldn't know where to begin (seriously, since when do I have a social life?). And it's scaaary. Maybe later.

Well, that felt nice! I'm cut-tagging though, because I have delusions of grandeur and I think people will actually read this. Alright. That's enough of that.

bandom, rl

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