i hate coach a right now ( Read more... )

yeah, so, today kind of sucked. it dragged on and it was just depressing for some reason. my knee killed like all day, which didn't help one bitttt. we lost our game against ward melville, which definitely did not help. i just feel so down and out of it today.

i don't know .. i feel like people that really shouldn't be in my business are in my ( Read more... )

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what a rough week it's been. i haven't been able to update because i've been really busy with a lot of things .. and really preoccupied too. so yeah ( Read more... )

Two Suffolk County youths die in road accidentsOctober 16, 2004, 1:42 PM EDT ( Read more... )

yesterday was just a complete mess. i found out that eddy was killed by a drunk driver. a mother fucking drunk driver. i hung out with eddy a couple of times with brian and paul and he was such a cool guy. he was only 21, he did not deserve to die. he was coming home from brian's house .. he was right on the corner of portion and blue point .. and ( Read more... )

today was a very hectic day - pep rally day ! but it was fun, i must say. although it was probably one of the worst pep rallies i've ever been to, it was still a lovely day of shortened periods and being around people that are absolutely awesome.

seriously every single class seemed to drag on - especially english. i wanted to KILL someone .. ( Read more... )

i'm trying, i'm trying
to let you know just how much you mean to me
and after all the things we put eachother through and

i would drive on to the end with you
a liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
and i feel like there's nothing left to do
but prove myself to you and we'll keep it running

so i had a dream last night. my grandma died. it wasn't like, showing her dying. she sort of just dissapeared and i started crying .. and i woke up and i had tears going down my face. it was really weird. but i didn't think much of it because i have weird dreams all the time that don't mean anything.

side note: if you didn't know, my grandma is ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning knowing that i would be upset. i had a dream about ryan [schackne] and like, i walked up to him and hugged him and i was crying hysterically in my dream. then i woke up at like 5am and i had like tears on my face. i went back to sleep and then i woke up in a really bad mood, and then my mom told me that the doctors think that ( Read more... )