so, i went to the conference, i drove. oklahoma city. it was fun. emily was there. brooke came on saturday. she brought me a vanilla frap. from starbucks. went swimming. worked out in the exercise room for a while. then went back again later. danced to music. dressed up as a show girl, complete with feather boa and big feather in hair. it was great ( Read more... )

today was a day. testing. testing. testing ( Read more... )

i went to tom thumb and got mrs. pulis some flowers in a vase, and a card to say i appreciate her. i know some people are ignorant and think that i am sucking up, but i am NOT. it's just that our 8th block class is so mean. but it made me feel good to do something nice ( Read more... )

i miss you like crazy ( Read more... )

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i wish somebody would just hold me and not let go until i am okay. i wish

i'm so fucking selfish

she thinks she can fix everything by saying i love you. well after hearing that all the time when i am crying, makes me think that is all bullshit. i'm sorry. i know she cares. fuck.

tears dry ( Read more... )

My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard ( Read more... )