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Stole from Lindseys caleida journal, um I think I might've taken it already but whatever. I'm bored. So you get an update on my life.
[Spell your first name backwards]: aliak -- haha had to type my name out right first and copy it backwards to do this. who needs to be blonde when you can be brunette?
[The story behind your user name]: umm. it's a song.
[Where do you live?]: Apex, aka the middle of no where.
[4 words that sum you up]: bitchy, funny, cautious, hopeful.
[Wallet]: What's in it? Oh God, if only you could know. It's actually a purse but um, close enough. : More gum wrappers than I care to count, a mint wrapper, a reeeses wrapper, alamay coverup stuff, sarah michaels body lotion, a foam application brush thing, a garage door opener, revlon color stay mascara, revlon color stay eyeliner, two revelon lip glides, a revlon eyeglide, six sticks of winterfresh gum, and a dollar and 26 cents.
[Hairbrush]: Er. Like translucent purple.
[jewlrey worn daily]: This choker thing with my name my dad gave me, just `cause I'm too lazy to take it off.
[Pillow case]: I don't have a pillowcase, it's just the pillow I made in home ec. Rock on. It's like green with horses on it cause I'm cool like that.
[Shoes:] A pair of black & pink gallaz, three or four pairs of flip flops, and uh nothing else.
[Cologne/Perfume]: This stuff Kadira got me.
[CD in stereo right now]: Uhm, at home it's a burned cd that I made, dunno.
[Piercings]: Like two or three holes in the bottom of my ears and cartilage.
[What are you wearing now]: My brothers tank top thin from Anna Maria Island, and a pair of flannal pajamas that I haven't changed out of for like three days and that have a huge hole in them, and my bathing suit underneath.
[After this]: Go watch the kids.
[Talking to]: Uhm Sarah. It's like earlier than normal people get up so yeah.
[Eating]: Wrigleys winterfresh gum.
[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: School, haha no, just want to see the friends and hopefully Kristin??? Seeing Kristin again. Coming back to NY the week after this, going to the city and Long Island the last week(s) of July, and then Pony Finals in August.
[The last thing you ate?]: Some pasta I believe.
[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]: Pain, getting my heart broken. Getting my hopes up.
[Do you like candles]: If they smell good, lmao Ali -- `I love this scent. What is it? Hm, oh it's unscented`, hahahah.
[Do you like incense]: Whoa, thought it said incest. We talked about that at dinner yesterday, nicee. But yeah sure.
[Do you believe in soul mates]: Yeah, sigh.
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: Well I hope that's what it is?
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: I believe you should forgive, but I don't forgive people so whatever.
[If you could have any animal for a pet]: A monkey, foo shoo. Yeah, I can't pull off the ghetto thing.
[What are 3 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?]: Seaside Heights NJ, score. NYC, anywhere in the UK, anywhere in Australia.
[What are some of your favorite chillin foods?]: Uhh. I like gum.
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: Boys. -_-
[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]: I'm in NY so I can't say the people here. Um, yeah. Whoever.
In the last 24 hours, have you:
01. Cried: Sigh, yes. Just like Jamie -- over stupid boys
02. Bought: Bought what exactly, hahah.
03. Gotten sick: I've felt sick?
04. Sang: No, I can't sing. It's mean for me to do so.
05. Eaten: Umm, yup.
06. Been kissed: Yeah, I wish.
07. Felt stupid: Uhm, kinda.
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: Yeah, badly. Well, actually I want them to say it.
09. Met someone new: Yup.
10. Moved on: Nope, still holdin` on. And it sucks
11. Talked to an ex: Nah.
12. Missed an ex: Nope
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: I think
14. Had a serious talk: Naw, lol except with Lindseys mom.
15. Missed someone: Terribly
16. Hugged someone: Bill and Joanne
17. Fought with your parents: Yeah my mom hates me.
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: Sigh yeah, not only dreamed but like .. though, constantly. Damn.
Social Life:
01. Best girl friend[s]: Lindsey, Kristin, Jamie, Ali, Allye, Annie, Kelly, Amanda, Lauren, Vehsal, Kadira, Morgan. <33. No actually I'm not so close to some of them anymore, but I used to be.
02. Best guy friend[s]: PHILLIP. Yay I love you. :D. Other people, sure.
03. Boy/Girlfriend?: Sigh. I wish...
04. If no, current partner: Um.
05. Hobbies: Horseback riding, ponieess. Yay. Um, the computer's nice. Movies, fun. Uh. Yeah.
06. Pager/Cell: I have a cell phone, it's ugly and stupid though. And no one ever calls me, but you should!
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower?: I like to be the center of attention, but hwen I don't know you I'm the wallflower. If that makes sense?
08. What type automobile do you drive: Hah, yeah right.
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove? Dude, black mustang gt convertable. Kthx.
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: I'm going to sound shallow -- but a date. Well I dunno, group date? Sure.
11. Where is the best hangout: My house, hell yeah. Lol
12. Do you have a job: Nope, too lazy for that stuff.
13. Do you attend church: When I'm forced.
14. Do you like being around people: DEpends who the people are exactly
WHO:
01. Have you known the longest: Allye & Annie McDaniel, that aren't my family I mean.
02. Do you argue the most with: Morgan, but I love her anyway.
03. Do you always get along with: Jamie, mostly. I guess. Kristin I've never really faught with.
04. Is the most trustworthy: Me, haha no.
05. Makes you laugh the most: Kristin
07. Has the coolest parents: Lindsey!
08. Has the coolest sibling: Ali, I'm going to marry her brother.
09. Is the most blunt: Kadira.
10. Is the smartest: Vesal and Jamie.
Personal:
01. Who is your role model: Lots of people I guess.
02. What are some of your pet peeves: People in general.
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Sigh, yes. Going through that kind of thing now and I'm sure you know it sucks.
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: Did last night, shallow.
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: Hah, yes. "Shaggy" hair = the sex. Taller than me, but not crazy tall. Fairly clean cut, yeah. I guess I broke most of those rules with one of the guys I recently liked but whatever.
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend: Er yeah, but I feel bad admitting that.
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: Duh.
08. Rather be dumper or dumped: Dumper, but I can never do it cause I'm too nice. So they say.
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": Relationship. Hookup just .. uh, not going to get into it but hook ups just end up disapointing me and making me cry.
10. Want someone you don't have right now: shhh
11. Ever liked your best girl friend: Hahahahaha, no.
12. Do you want to get married: Yeah.
13. Do you want kids: I dunno. Yeah I guess but they have to be good, not like me.
14. Do you believe in psychics: I dunno.
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: God I wish.
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: I dunno, I don't like myself very much. But I guess .. my eyes? Or my hair when it's cooperating.
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: I dunno, personally I think being a bitch comes in handy.
18. Are you happy with yourself: Not really
19. Are you happy with your life: At the moment, no.
[Spell your first name backwards]: aliak -- haha had to type my name out right first and copy it backwards to do this. who needs to be blonde when you can be brunette?
[The story behind your user name]: umm. it's a song.
[Where do you live?]: Apex, aka the middle of no where.
[4 words that sum you up]: bitchy, funny, cautious, hopeful.
[Wallet]: What's in it? Oh God, if only you could know. It's actually a purse but um, close enough. : More gum wrappers than I care to count, a mint wrapper, a reeeses wrapper, alamay coverup stuff, sarah michaels body lotion, a foam application brush thing, a garage door opener, revlon color stay mascara, revlon color stay eyeliner, two revelon lip glides, a revlon eyeglide, six sticks of winterfresh gum, and a dollar and 26 cents.
[Hairbrush]: Er. Like translucent purple.
[jewlrey worn daily]: This choker thing with my name my dad gave me, just `cause I'm too lazy to take it off.
[Pillow case]: I don't have a pillowcase, it's just the pillow I made in home ec. Rock on. It's like green with horses on it cause I'm cool like that.
[Shoes:] A pair of black & pink gallaz, three or four pairs of flip flops, and uh nothing else.
[Cologne/Perfume]: This stuff Kadira got me.
[CD in stereo right now]: Uhm, at home it's a burned cd that I made, dunno.
[Piercings]: Like two or three holes in the bottom of my ears and cartilage.
[What are you wearing now]: My brothers tank top thin from Anna Maria Island, and a pair of flannal pajamas that I haven't changed out of for like three days and that have a huge hole in them, and my bathing suit underneath.
[After this]: Go watch the kids.
[Talking to]: Uhm Sarah. It's like earlier than normal people get up so yeah.
[Eating]: Wrigleys winterfresh gum.
[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: School, haha no, just want to see the friends and hopefully Kristin??? Seeing Kristin again. Coming back to NY the week after this, going to the city and Long Island the last week(s) of July, and then Pony Finals in August.
[The last thing you ate?]: Some pasta I believe.
[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]: Pain, getting my heart broken. Getting my hopes up.
[Do you like candles]: If they smell good, lmao Ali -- `I love this scent. What is it? Hm, oh it's unscented`, hahahah.
[Do you like incense]: Whoa, thought it said incest. We talked about that at dinner yesterday, nicee. But yeah sure.
[Do you believe in soul mates]: Yeah, sigh.
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: Well I hope that's what it is?
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: I believe you should forgive, but I don't forgive people so whatever.
[If you could have any animal for a pet]: A monkey, foo shoo. Yeah, I can't pull off the ghetto thing.
[What are 3 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?]: Seaside Heights NJ, score. NYC, anywhere in the UK, anywhere in Australia.
[What are some of your favorite chillin foods?]: Uhh. I like gum.
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: Boys. -_-
[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]: I'm in NY so I can't say the people here. Um, yeah. Whoever.
In the last 24 hours, have you:
01. Cried: Sigh, yes. Just like Jamie -- over stupid boys
02. Bought: Bought what exactly, hahah.
03. Gotten sick: I've felt sick?
04. Sang: No, I can't sing. It's mean for me to do so.
05. Eaten: Umm, yup.
06. Been kissed: Yeah, I wish.
07. Felt stupid: Uhm, kinda.
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: Yeah, badly. Well, actually I want them to say it.
09. Met someone new: Yup.
10. Moved on: Nope, still holdin` on. And it sucks
11. Talked to an ex: Nah.
12. Missed an ex: Nope
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: I think
14. Had a serious talk: Naw, lol except with Lindseys mom.
15. Missed someone: Terribly
16. Hugged someone: Bill and Joanne
17. Fought with your parents: Yeah my mom hates me.
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: Sigh yeah, not only dreamed but like .. though, constantly. Damn.
Social Life:
01. Best girl friend[s]: Lindsey, Kristin, Jamie, Ali, Allye, Annie, Kelly, Amanda, Lauren, Vehsal, Kadira, Morgan. <33. No actually I'm not so close to some of them anymore, but I used to be.
02. Best guy friend[s]: PHILLIP. Yay I love you. :D. Other people, sure.
03. Boy/Girlfriend?: Sigh. I wish...
04. If no, current partner: Um.
05. Hobbies: Horseback riding, ponieess. Yay. Um, the computer's nice. Movies, fun. Uh. Yeah.
06. Pager/Cell: I have a cell phone, it's ugly and stupid though. And no one ever calls me, but you should!
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower?: I like to be the center of attention, but hwen I don't know you I'm the wallflower. If that makes sense?
08. What type automobile do you drive: Hah, yeah right.
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove? Dude, black mustang gt convertable. Kthx.
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: I'm going to sound shallow -- but a date. Well I dunno, group date? Sure.
11. Where is the best hangout: My house, hell yeah. Lol
12. Do you have a job: Nope, too lazy for that stuff.
13. Do you attend church: When I'm forced.
14. Do you like being around people: DEpends who the people are exactly
WHO:
01. Have you known the longest: Allye & Annie McDaniel, that aren't my family I mean.
02. Do you argue the most with: Morgan, but I love her anyway.
03. Do you always get along with: Jamie, mostly. I guess. Kristin I've never really faught with.
04. Is the most trustworthy: Me, haha no.
05. Makes you laugh the most: Kristin
07. Has the coolest parents: Lindsey!
08. Has the coolest sibling: Ali, I'm going to marry her brother.
09. Is the most blunt: Kadira.
10. Is the smartest: Vesal and Jamie.
Personal:
01. Who is your role model: Lots of people I guess.
02. What are some of your pet peeves: People in general.
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Sigh, yes. Going through that kind of thing now and I'm sure you know it sucks.
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: Did last night, shallow.
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: Hah, yes. "Shaggy" hair = the sex. Taller than me, but not crazy tall. Fairly clean cut, yeah. I guess I broke most of those rules with one of the guys I recently liked but whatever.
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend: Er yeah, but I feel bad admitting that.
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: Duh.
08. Rather be dumper or dumped: Dumper, but I can never do it cause I'm too nice. So they say.
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": Relationship. Hookup just .. uh, not going to get into it but hook ups just end up disapointing me and making me cry.
10. Want someone you don't have right now: shhh
11. Ever liked your best girl friend: Hahahahaha, no.
12. Do you want to get married: Yeah.
13. Do you want kids: I dunno. Yeah I guess but they have to be good, not like me.
14. Do you believe in psychics: I dunno.
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: God I wish.
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: I dunno, I don't like myself very much. But I guess .. my eyes? Or my hair when it's cooperating.
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: I dunno, personally I think being a bitch comes in handy.
18. Are you happy with yourself: Not really
19. Are you happy with your life: At the moment, no.