lucid dreaming
I have been having a kaleidoscopic lucid dream experience…I think it might be the full moon, or at least I hope so.
Monday night I dreamt I was having a nap at someone’s house and when I woke up I saw my brother and started talking to him. I also realized as soon as I had opened my mouth that I am missing a left front tooth. I pointed this out to him rather passionately and he laughed at me and told me that I must be high because my tooth is right there. I could feel it wasn’t and after a few minutes of back and forth it is and it isn’t I gave up and walked away. As the day went on in my dream I had to take photos with friends but declined because I knew my one tooth was missing…but yet again they told me it is there. Only I could feel and see it was gone.
Tuesday night didn’t have any improvement in the “weird” dream theatre as I dreamt that one of my old ex girlfriends J came over and we proceeded with some heavy petting. This is not the disturbing part…somehow as if in the back of my mind while she was undressing herself and I, I saw my mother lying on her right side with her back to me. I started freaking out and telling her to stop cause I couldn’t do this in front of my mother. Then as if the situation was not crazy enough I felt my eyes sting and a torch light shining onto the left hand side of my face. I squinted and looked, all the while having her on top of my, forcing my hands onto her breasts. And my brother, my father and someone I’ve never seen before is standing there, with the cellphone’s torch light shining on us. I pushed her off and told them to get out. Angry now that my privacy was invaded in such a manner. She was standing against a closet still bucking her hips forward. I closed my eyes and my father said something demeaning. I retorted and then he said that my mother had also turned her back on him.
Wednesday did not go smoothly either. I dreamt I cooked dinner, did the routine of cleaning up the dishes then taking out the dog and going to wash up. As I got into bed in my dream I heard the kitchen door creak and close. Locking from the outside in the dead of night so as no one can open it to see what the person outside is doing. I let it slide, thinking that my brother, whose bed was empty needed to have a smoke and the sound of a lighter clicking to a flame confirmed this. I went back to bed in the dream and skipped to the next day where the same routine of locking the door and lighting up was heard. By day three in my dream I couldn’t handle it any longer and I took the spare key and opened the door. This time I heard a popping sound. He was smoking buttons. Mandrax. I asked him what the hell he thought he was doing and he told me not to ask him.
Needless to say having half a week filled with freaky lucid dreams…it makes you feel a little off in the head. Hopefully tonight I will get a happy one! Please? I can even handle the field with ginger kittens one again okay? I mean I’m going to go watch Lark tomorrow night…I will get my dose of freaky while awake then…no need to force feed me strangeness in my sleep.