i'm 18, and i am planning on staying happy and heartless until further notice.

 
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 Thanks to my mini-breakdown yesterday, i'm counting the days until I finally do break down.
I like to front that I can keep it all together. I wonder how long that will last.
AND I WANT YOU OUT OF MY HEAD. I'M TIRED OF THINKING ABOUT YOU. Every day. Every hour. It hurts. and you do nothing about it! Why! WHY!

k. happy. trying. no tears. :)

 bored. avoiding homework. 10 days. <3


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 It's like I've had that feelings where I know it needs to go away. and i'm holding that last ounce of hope that the string won't break ( Read more... )

 I am done. Officially.

College is fabulous.
I am very happy.... and heartless.
let's keep it this way. :)

 Fuck. I go to college Sunday.
Worst summer of my life. If anything, my time with Regina was the best. I was happy. I was content with everything. Nothing made me sad... And I also did not miss curfew at all. I got fun dresses. and I got my cartilage pierced.
Bads:
James. James. James. James taking everything from me. James. Shitty curfew. Doing ( Read more... )

 I need to get away from here. Now.
Because when i can't handle things I run. But at least i'm running to happiness. lol.

 my life is a joke. no big deal ( Read more... )