Only in the moments when i realize life is pointless am I free. And only when I am free am I truely happy.

This might sound funny to alot of you, but i miss davids hysterical emily rants. I really want to know what he is freaking out about right now. Cause lord knows he is...

I miss seeing inside his brain.

Is that creepy?

I really wish I was a robot.

I just realized something epic ( Read more... )

I make bad decisions, consistently. I think that means i'm a bad person. Oh well. fuck it/me/life. I just hope i dont hurt anyone else feelings with my unrestrainable impulsive actions.

I talked to a monk today, a salesman perhaps. He was trying to sell me a book about enlightenment. During the process of politely turning him away he said something I found interesting. "The only progress to be made is in the spirtual world" he said, "we can not attempt to seek happiness from our surroundings because the soul is incapatible with ( Read more... )

So God fucked me over. I won't say how, but I will say that it hurts like a bitch ( Read more... )

I have posted my music on Myspace! David I know we deleted ours, but this is the best way to get my music on the web. And it's all new or revised. So check it out!http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=

wow, 4 nights smashed in a row. Tracy became friends and had a great time with Jorge, Walter and Mercedes, and I got to know all of the SOO Much better. Walter told some great stories, Jorge spilled his heart out, Mercedes and I rocked the shit out of San Francisco, and I got to say hi to Tracy's dogs and things ( Read more... )

Shit. I feel bored and lazy and sad, what a bad combination. What happened to my spark? I had so much energy at the beginning of the summer. I guess i'll just have to slap my self around a little, get my motor running, get my mojo working. Mojo, FO SHO!