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[ledpoisoning2]

jealousy.

close vigilance.

one of those sporadic things,

that i cant get away from.

i am jealous of everyone, everything, everywhere.

life, death, anything.

but i shouldn't be.

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[goband00]

why shouldnt you be?

I am jealous of death so much. I can't bring myself to it, but that doesn't mean I'm not jealous.

But when someone dies young, like our age, I find myself jealous of myself. I think, "Man I GET to see this right now. Right before my very eyes. He (or she) doesn't. Damn." And then again I just want to get away from it all and I can't think of any better way to get away from it besides death. But obviously I've always just faced it.

You're amazing Loren. I find myself being jealous of you a lot. You have kept me sane on days I couldn't handle anything. I hope you know you can come to me and tell me anything you want. I won't even talk, I'll just listen so you can get it off your chest.

I love you, girl.
Kayleigh

[ledpoisoning2]

i know, ive been there.
death laughing in my face because im jealous of it.
its not a good feeling.
but ive learned to laugh back.

i just cant stand the fact that im not completely happy with my life.
basically, i have problems.

i have always loved that: "ill just listen"
i remember you saying that to me so many times.

its great that i have a friend like that.
thanks, kayleigh.

[oh_im_casey]

i am here for you love. you are like one of my favorite people ever. i just love laughing with you and thinking of all our COOL elementary school memories. like when i was so jealous of you in kindergarten. i wanted to be your friend so bad. i was like OH MAN SHE IS SO PRETTY SHE HAS REALLY LONG HAIR I WANNA BE HER FRIEND. the next thing i knew i was right next to you in my red overalls saying "my sister likes your brother!!!!" mmm it was the beginning of true love. basically, youre my life.

i really enjoyed watching the step team today at lunch with you. I CANT WAIT TO TRY OUT WITH YOU NEXT YEAR EITHER. OH SHITTTTTTTT.