im nicotine, im coming clean i fooled the crowd when i made it sound like i was more then ready strike up the band, deprive
my sleep cause theres no love like apathy the bell that tolls rings loud enough that it should have woke us up
im trying to find truth in words, in rhymes, in notes, in all the things i wish id wrote cause i feel like ive ( Read more... )

NYU ( Read more... )

A few friends, a few hours spent trying to forget.
A few drinks, a few drops and it'll all be alright.
Until tomorrow.
Until tomorrow.
But it was fun while it lasted.
And for that I thank you.
I thank you all.
Until tomorrow.

you know better baby
than to trust kiss someone with lips like those

my hope...
dangles on a string
like slow spinning redemption
winding in
and winding out

{you knew i would}

Bad news comes don't you worry even when it lands
Good news will work its way to all them plans
We both got fired on exactly the same day
Well we'll float on good news is on the way

And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on ok

and if our paths ever happen to cross again.
i hope to see you smiling as you walk past.

--this is like a day old b/c my internet was down all day yesterday. so if anything changed since then. don't hold me responsible for this entry.--

our conversations are circles
always one sided
nothing is clear
except we keep coming back
to this meaning that i lack
he says the choices were given
now you must live them
or just not live
(but do you want that ( Read more... )

never again will i stay up all night. i just woke up at about 9:30pm, had to call in to work. but if things are even the slightest bit fixed, then it was worth it. i love my friends. all of them. i never want to hurt anyone again. but maybe that's too much to ask of myself.

i'm still unable to write about it. i am so sorry. i can't make things ( Read more... )

life-changing decisions.
omg.
too much pressure.
we'll let it play out.
but today was fun.
especially the end.
i must admit.
that was interesting.

saw this on a commercial, it intrigued me, i remade it. now tell me...


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