I just realized how much I've been neglecting myself over the past year. I've gained a lot of weight, allowing myself to get this way while I sit and do nothing but school and work ( Read more... )

Feels like the more the years pass by, the less my family seems to celebrate any holiday as it should be celebrated. Not that I usually care, but I feel like I never really see them anymore. I think the younger generation of my family is to blame also. We all don't really seem to care too much (Well at least I do to some extent, and there just isn' ( Read more... )

Ahhh.. another boring day at work today. Just trying to find things to do inbetween posting times for this bloody server. >_< I kid you freaking not, there's NOTHING to post here. I'm just clicking endlessly on the post button because all of these pages are either not there, or they're parking pages ¬¬. Yes, this makes it LOADS easier e_e;... to ( Read more... )

ROFL Randy Newman... WTF XD Everytime I see him, or hear his songs, I think of Family Guy and I die laughing. They did such a good job making fun of him, that I only remember how retarded he was in the show, that no matter how serious or heartfelt his songs are, I still laugh till I cry XD ( Read more... )

And another piece of gum has been stuffed in my mouth. I'm currently bored at work, and listening to music is gradually gettign on my nerves because I have nothing new to listen to. Sure it's great to hear music, cause I love it, but you can only take so much when you have to listen to the same songs for 20 hours each week at work. This place is ( Read more... )

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought ( Read more... )

Interesting. I don't really seem to care about anything at the moment, nore do I feel anything as well. It's strange to me how this works, because I never feel this way. I usually care despite anything. Hm. I just really don't know.

Isn't it funny how the world works? I know what's coming should I open my mouth about how I feel about this certain person, yet I don't feel I am ready to be rejected, and it's almost like I have this sick comfort with stewing over things. It used to be the only thing I knew when I was first in love. Now that I'm falling in love, it's becoming the ( Read more... )

I'm often questioning this every day now. There are just some people who don't know how to grow up, and get a clue. Ever run into that problem? It's something I've been living for the past 2 months now. Bitter, immature, and manipulative people. So I'm flushing them out of my life. Another bridge to burn, as much as I hate to do such things, I will ( Read more... )

What sickness lie in the pit within
the sea of rising threshold thicken
a barrel of the worst delight
of pain and treatry born of right
release the mayhem and panic
stir the unwanting agonizing manic
where purity lies a bitter unwanting
a seeming desire and prevaled daunting
whom madmen tell only tales of
deceitful, discolored ends of love