So why is it that today just has not been fantastic?I guess I have come to think that all days should be good days.I saw him in the hall today...saw him for the first time in a long time...I smiled...and...HE LOOKED AWAY.What a jerk right?I had this sinking feeling in my stomach and I thought I was gonna become a puddle on the floor.And the worst ( Read more... )

Hey guys...yea...its been a while.I know.Sorry?Um so life...well it's good...better than its been in a long time.So life...

School-Tis there.Uh...let's see Advanced Algebra Trig with Snipes...BORING,Chemistry with Mrs.Holt....amusing,Multi Media with Mrs.Stephenson...fun because Trey is a nut case.College class...us history...BORING!Ahh....school I ( Read more... )

So Myspace is down and I can't log on...so I suppose I will blog here tonight and transfer to Myspace in the morning.Today ( Read more... )

That's right.I quit.And it's done.And I am really glad I did it.Because I did something that will be good for the line in the long run and I did something for me.For once I quit thinking about what everyone else wanted...and I did something for me.Something that I wanted.Something to make me happy.Here lately it's seemed to be about everybody else, ( Read more... )

Okay so its been a month since I updated....yea sorry about that.Anywho.Things are okay.I guess.Is it weird that I like to go see movies by myself...seriously I have become quite the independent person here recently.It all started with shopping.First of all I shop by myself because when I shop with others I tend to feel very...not skinny.Anyway...I ( Read more... )

Why is it that everytime I like someone and I think they like me back it turns out they like one of my good friends.And ironically it keeps turning out to be the same girl everytime that I end up having to hear them gush about.And why is it that he led me on?Led me to believe that he might actually have something more in mind than just friends.I ( Read more... )

Summer's here...and its weird.I can drive...but there is nowhere to go.A lot of things are like that right now...there's no where to go.And nothing to do.Yea..so bottom line..call me!
<3 Shea
OH and BTW...I GOT MY LICENSE BITCHES!!!!

Still I feel a lingering softness,where did he go,how did he go,I wanna know....Come on ( Read more... )

Things are strange...right now.I look back and this year has been one of those years where things didnt turn out how I expected.I went from being "in love" with two people at the beginning of marching season and now its nice to be able to have a conversation without looking for hidden meanings.I managed to keep straight A's and I am proud of that.I ( Read more... )

Spring Break...yea...I needed it I guess...whatev.Saturday I went with Kristina out to the grandparents house and we took the boat out and layed out for 2 hours or so.Sunday was Easter so I kept nursery for both services...wow...I didn't know I could handle kids for that long.We went to the grandparents again.Layed out...in a real two piece...not ( Read more... )