I haven't updated anything in a week so I thought I might as well since I"m at work and have nothing better to do....ironic isn't it??  Soo...here goes!

F I R S T S
First best friend: Holly Krizek or Adam Ross
First car: 1986 Mercury Sabel -- Gold in color....yeah..it was HOT!
First kiss: Zach
First break-up: Pete
First funeral: Grandpa's
First pets: ( Read more... )

Deana Carter -- What Makes You Stay

Look at me,

I'm in a place,

I never thought I'd be.

I don't have the strength,

To fight anymore,

Or  a reason not to leave.

So tell me why I keep holding on,

To something I just cannot see.

What makes you stay,

When your world falls apart?

What makes you try one more time

when it's not in your heart.

at the end ( Read more... )

If you all wouldn't mind throwing a few prayers up to the big guy for me I'd really appreciate it....

**A few songs that seem to have exceptional meaning at this point in my life....

A.M.~Losing You

I saw a road that had no end

I wanted you

so I followed it.

And what you take is what you should give,

but the stories came and the stories went.

I gave so much of myself to you

But that's alright, I wanted to.

And nothing leanred don't know what to do,
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I'm terrible at updating this thing.  Oh well.  I"m over it.

This week resulted in me giving my very LAST presentation and turning in my LAST research paper for the rest of my life!!!  Woopie!!  It's a very strange feeling knowing that in 2 weeks I"ll be done with school forever.  18 years of school.....all flown by in the blink of an eye.  Weird ( Read more... )

So last night was probably the strangest night I've had in a long time.  I was up late studying and Daniel called like he usually does after work around 1:15 am.  We had a nice talk...actually kinda long..I think we talked for over an hour.  So I actually went to sleep at about 2:30 am. During our conversation we talked about all sorts of random ( Read more... )

Well this weekend was interesting.  I got back from NIU with the gymnastics team at 5:30 am on Saturday morning, drove my exhausted booty home, crawled into bed and slept until noon.  I cleaned my room up and unpacked everything from the trip and by 2 I was working on my thesis and did so until 7.  I got everything accomplished that I need to have ( Read more... )

I can't climb out of this.  Things just seem to keep knocking me back down just when I start climbing back up.  Yesterday I left work to go tanning and then made a 45 minute stop in a parking lot that no one else ever parks in.  I lost it completely.  I don't know that I've ever cried so hard or so loud.  It felt strangely good because I had been ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just feel kind of empty inside ( Read more... )

1) Your gender: male ( Read more... )