It's amazing to me to think back and think about how in love with you I was. I don't even know what that is anymore. I don't even know what was true anymore. How did I ever let myself get in that position. That will never be me again. I will never hold my tongue as I did then. I will never allow myself to be walked all over again. I will ( Read more... )

Please
Take this
And run far away
Far as you can see
I am
Tainted
And happiness and peace of mind
Were never meant for me
All these
Pieces
And promises and left behinds
If only I could see
In my
Nothing
You meant everything
Everything to me

So everyone is back from Thanksgiving, and I am so happy, just because I missed everyone. And I am sure within a week or so I will be tired of people, as per usual, but for now, I am happy. I have a lot in my life that I should be thankful for. And I know that I don't always realize that, but I do. I have so many good friends, and I love them ( Read more... )

You sat me down beside myself ( Read more... )

I know you may not want to see me ( Read more... )

sometimes its hard to find something to fully express what I feel inside, whether it be my own words, or songs, so all I can do is try to express them through the best ways I know how. Hence why I do things the way I do. Take it or leave it, its just me.

Say a word for Jimmy Brown ( Read more... )

We sent out the SOS call. It was a quarter past four in the morning when the storm broke our second anchor line. Four months at sea, four months of calm seas only to be pounded in the shallows off the tip of Montauk Point. They call then rogues, they travel fast and alone. One hundred foot faces of God's good ocean gone wrong. What they call love ( Read more... )

You know what Im gonna do ( Read more... )

Here's to the random weekend times. Here's to Saturday night being really fucking weird in a lot of aspects. Here's to making lots of money at work, and actually enjoying myself again. Here's to drinking 7 pints of Guinness in one night. Here's to having fun with all of my theatre friends. Here's to really enjoying my roommate and our friends ( Read more... )