im watching that yo mamma show on mtv its retarded haha. im surprised nobody has hit anyone yet ( Read more... )

stupid shitty lJ ( Read more... )

weak and powerless

that is what i amm
i hate being depressed
nobody wants to be around depressed people.

wheres the love?

i hate when boyfriends contribute about 65% of my saddness. i hate doing drugs because it's all false feelings and then after they wear off you feel even more depressed or not satisfied even before you decided to do them. i hate being high sometimes. im bi-polar when it comes to drugs, either i love them or i absolutely hate them. i hate ( Read more... )

So Mike took me out to dinner at Longhorn last night. It was really good. I haven't had a nice steak in a while. Yay. But it was cool and all. The day before that Krystal and I went to foeva21 and I bought this nice dress. Everytime I buy dresses, theyre like prom style so I had to mixx it up a bit. I'm such a slacker in school. I always ( Read more... )

I hate explaining myself to people that have entered my life in duration of the last year or so. If you already know me, I obviously don't have to sit here and pass judgement and analyze situations without being questioned why I do so. I only have about 3 people that will know me probably for the rest of my life. I wish all of those people can ( Read more... )

I feel so sick or something. My throat is congested with green mucan and it tastes bad everytime I try to hack it up. bleh. I hate being sick. I haven't been sick in a year. Ever since I stopped smoking ciggarettes I've been awesome. I don't know. I smoked one the other week and maybe it's payback ( Read more... )

So I'm finally back from spring break in Panama City Beach. Everyone was either from Michigan or North Carolina or Pennsylvania or Texas...something southern and other than Florida. There was a lot of testosterone and it seemed like none of them got laid haha. But other than that I had my share of fun. It would have been cheaper and my drunk ( Read more... )

So my birthday was lame. Just felt like another day. I went to skylake after school, smoked out of the roor, and ate pizza and garlic rolls with krystal and everyone at the house. Then I went home and laid around. Happy birthday bitch. haha. No actually I dont care. I wanted to go to sushi but everyone had something to do ( Read more... )

Today is the rebirth of rebecca. I am in school and nothing is happening that is special because im twennie. But who knows the day can change. Im getting pumped for spring break. going to panama city. I need to get my tan on right quick. I dont feel like dieting i wanna eat burgers and fries and tacos. Everytime I think about fast food I ( Read more... )