This is going good so far amazingly its starting out just like last.
funny how things circle around like so.

Mehh, Things could be better?
whats everyone up to these days?

=]

I made alot of new friends just like I had wanted, I love them all ( Read more... )

I'm not as happy as I use to be... 
maybe were just not ment like we thought. 
I dont know 
I have mixed feelings

I need a best friend again someone i can share my deepest darkest secrets with someone i can be with all the time. someone i can show my ugly side and they wolt give a fuck. 
In need of a best friend 
come to me.

Wheight has always been an issue for me 
the heavest ive ever been is like 150. 
over summber i came in at about 135
Latly ive been losing weight like crazy im not saying its a bad thing but i look sick. 
im currently 115 maybe less I dont know anymore I dont think ive ever weighed this less since like fuckng 8th grade or something I thought it would ( Read more... )

Chrismas was excelent!!

I probably got like 3 grands worth of gifts from Thomas thats fucking rediculous! But I loved everything single one!!
The new year is here, I decited to QUIT all my "bad habits"
drinking
smokeing
BEING OBNOXIOUS!!
Pretty much.

Happy birthday to me? 
I guess.

Tomorrow is My 20th birthday.
I'm freaking out.

Someone should seriously buy me this for my 20th bday. 
that would be AMAAAZING!

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