His answer
anyway~hey people..i know i havent been posting anything for a while now~so sorry and i seriously feel really really guilty right now cause i
didnt comment at some of your fics.so sorry~i feel really guilty and to make it up,i'll try to comment as much as i can tomorrow. and for my
"you're who?!" fic,i'll try to update tomorow also(even though i have one reader only[please read*pouts*])*sigh* the holidays were full of
happiness and sadness and weirdness i might add.anyway i was even quarantined cause they thought i had the H1N1 virus which i do not
(it was negative) i went to scanning which hurts a lot.i thought it didnt hurt.anyway..so yeah.i was given 1 week holiday again.yay!!anyway.i
guess you all are tired of reading about my LONELY life.anyway.
it was like this.
the real story begins.Me and him~you remember?anyway.
I LOST HIM.
it was weird.seriously weird.well..unfortunately me and him didnt sitt next to next in the plane.so i was in the middle between my oppa and
unnie.while he was behind me.
anyway.we arrived in KL,we registered in the hotel and then we went in the night since it was our free time.we went to shops and
malls.guess what.
me and za were walking together happily at the back.at some times we even walked holding hands.hahaha..XD our teacher doesnt know
this.hahaha..XD cause we were at the back of the group.anyway..yeah..we walked while holding hands.it was like what lovers
do~yeah...lovers.
anyway
we were doing fine until the 3th day that he started to ignore me.i was confuse.why the hell did he ignore me!!i was so EMO that time that i
didnt eat for about 4 days.i kept on drinking only and my teacher noticed i was like getting really tired and my eye bags grew bigger and i
was really weak and somehow i lost about 4 kg.teacher was scared.WHAT WAS I SUPPOSE TO DO?!of COURSE I WAS EMO!!WHO
WOULDNT BE?WE WERE DOING FINE AND I DONT KNOW WHAT WENT WRONG!!!anyway,it was at the dinner that i cried.i almost
cried.well.i actually cried.a bit.
i still didnt eat that night cause it was such a watse.the food was delicious!!seriously!!meat,fish,prawn,chiicken,pasta,EVERYTHING!!
I LOST THOSE FOOD BECAUSE OF BAING EMO!!!NOOO!!!!i decieved food!!NOOO
anyway,it was about 1 in the morning when we got back to the hotel.teacher told me to solve it tonight cause they couldnt stand seeing me
being weak and tomorrow we had to go to a long trip to terengganu which took us about 8 hours in the bus.so anyway,i went to their rooms and then we sat at a corner.
my oppa was there and then he went out.i was like "what the hell are you doing?!!"
and he said "giving you guys privacy"
anyway we sat at the corner.
ZA:so..what is it that you wanna talk about?
ME:well...why are you avoiding me?
ZA:i'm not avoiding you..why do you think i was avoiding you?
ME:cause you are za.everyone noticed that
ZA:really?cause i wasnt actually.
ME:*rolls eyes*come on za,they all noticed that you were.
ZA:they do?
ME:yeah..its obvious.
ZA:right..
ME:whats wrong za?did i do something wrong? *we suddenly held hands*
ZA:its nothing.
ME:owhh...you do know you can tell me anything
ZA:i know~
ME:anyway,you owe me an answer remember?
ZA:yeah...i do..
ME:so..i guess you dont like me..right?
ZA:*looks me in the eyes and still holding my hand* i'm so sorry jee..i dont wanna hurt you..i seriously dont want to hurt you..i'm sorry..i like you only as a friend..nothing more or less than that..i'm sorry..i really am..i dont want to hurt you..
ME:*smile*(i was actually trying my best to hold my tears) hey~its okey~dont worry about it za..i understand..dont worry...*ruffles his hair* i'll tell you this,za..i never regretted loving you za,but i will try to move on alright?so dont worry...i will try to move on..*smiles*
ZA:i'm so sorry..i just dont wanna hurt you..
ME:shhh..its okey~dont worry..i will try to move on..
*knock knock*
he ran and opened the door,there stood my angry looking unnie and my innocent looking oppa =.= (i bet he told unnie)
ME:"eheh...hey unnie"
UNNIE:get your ass back to the room!!
ME:yes maam!!
UNNIE:*grumbles* *walks away*
ME:alright~bye za~good night~ you too oppa~
ZA and OPPA: bye jee
and off i went to my shared room.it was in the floor below them.anyway..i tried to hold on like nothing happend but i burst into tears when i
entered in our shared room.unnie and my dongsaeng were worried.they were conforting me saying that i deserved better guys or he was
just not for you.
i cried my self to sleep and the next morning i act like evrything was okey.even my teachers said i changed completely.
i was only acting,i was not alright.it hurted me so much but i had to keep it from them or they'll be worried.
so it was like that how i lost him.i really never regretted loving him.i did love him but i guess we werent meant to be.so that is how my love
was rejected.sad?hhahaha..i'm okey..hahahah..XD
give me comments and i'll be happy *evil laughs*
AHAHAHA..XD okey the next day we arrived at terengganu and then the next day something bad happen.well,i dont know laa..it was weird.
well...actually lets just say i ended up with 4 guys somehow~hahahaha..XD so scary~hahaha..if you want to know the story,please
comment..it is really weird how i ended up with those love triangle..hahaha..XD