Comments | leesespieces: how angsty of me

leesespieces

how angsty of me

Mar 28, 2004 20:59

guilt. a horrible nagging feeling. that and regret. jealousy. i feel jealous of everyone around me. the worst. i'm very afraid now. the fear is growing and becoming more of a problem, stopping me from doing what i want. whenever people ask about my childhood.. i'm afraid. i don't allow myself to get to that point with someone, where i would have to ( Read more... )

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wow! smile_always March 28 2004, 18:42:55 UTC

Thats funny bc alexa and i were tlaking about our childhood tonight! well my fav would hafta be...hm....i guess when alexa snd i made an umbrella and a window wiper our BFs when we were like 6! yeah thats my fav! but i also enjoy, looking back, on that pic of u me lex n ember....where we're like 4 and we all have our legs dangling over alexa's bench but u dont, urs dont reach...its sooo cute!...it was bc u were sitting really far back on the bench and we weren't....but still i enjoy it hehe....yeah so that was fun! byebye! <3

Re: wow! leesespieces March 29 2004, 15:59:11 UTC

yea i totally was thinking about that picture. remember alexa's birthday party were we had to play a dress up game outside or something... yea i do sort of.

Re: wow! lovejoy_uu March 29 2004, 17:20:42 UTC

my birthday parties were always excellent.
the dress up games, water balloon games, and clowns. oh man.
those were good times.

the childhood memory that i'd like to share is this: my neighbors and i were outside on the swing set. my neighbor, who's 4 years older than i am had a tictac box full of nerds. she tried to convince me that they were misformed tictacs. she told me i couldnt have any because i would get sick. but really i think she didnt want to share. my neighbors were always really nice to me. lol. they also tried to tell me that water falling from a tree or something was caterpillar spit. and my other neighbor always made me play school with her and i had to do the actual homework. and we'd play house in the circle and she got the biggest "room". wow. i love my neighbors. i miss the age when we could go outside and play after dinner on school nights. and when we played everyday during the summer.

Re: wow! smile_always March 30 2004, 12:46:26 UTC

omg i def remember all those games! they were sick! alexa's bday parties were like the social events of the season! all those intense water balloon games! *sigh* those were the days.....i wish i was a lil kid again! snifflez....oh well! life goes on =)

childhoodness.... moments_ina_box March 28 2004, 19:02:28 UTC

I remember... vaguely... sitting on the beach when I was three... and my dad was chasing the monkies so they wouldn't steal our stuff. He was running around looking for coconuts and trying to save our bags. I was sitting the puddles that the waves and rocks made... my mum was laughing at my father and at me. I was just sitting splashing and playing in the water. I was so content. It's funny how things can change so quickly.

radrockwootrock March 29 2004, 19:29:42 UTC

ahhh childhood. nothing more innocent and fun. i just remember goin to the beach everyday with the dunns, and playin neighborhood games and making forts. making forts was my favorite. i alwasy made those mini pool things at the beach to sit in too... good stuff.
hey we are all still children tho, many days left.
(transforms into mr miagi)
See my son and daughters... We think of our childhood as when we personally are young... but we are forever children to the world. in which... umm.. (sniffle, sniffle) i was gonna go somewhere sweet ass with that but i just snorted five lines of cocaine so i cant really remember.

leesespieces March 29 2004, 19:36:54 UTC

im definately still 8 years old. speaking of the beach i remember on year when my cousin came up from florida, and he and my brother and i went to the beach and made the pools thingy with tons of channels, and drip castles everywhere, and it was really huge, like the size of the room im in, which isn't that big, but its big for a pool thingy. anyway i tried to recreate it a little while laer, but nothing after that seemed to compare to that one.