wow. I've spent almost 12 hours with kids today. I'm so exhausted. At least I'm making money. I'm trying to not spend as much as I have grown accustom to doing so. I have more expenses next year than I've ever had. I'm realizing how blessed I've been to have everything given to me that I need. Even little things like gas money, which I've never had ( Read more... )

Perfect dream!!!
Yet I woke up. When i woke up to my brutal alarm clock, I was so saddened that it was only a dream. I missed what I had in that dream. Of course things like that are too good to be true. My heart ached as I got in the shower this morning and started the day. I've been really guarded...

what to say, what to say ( Read more... )

We'll be a day apart.

Hello all!

It's another Friday evening. The weekend is here!!! Praise God.

So, my plans fell through to go to the drive-in and toilet paper tonight. That's a bummer. I was looking forward to it. Just as I thought I had been saved from a boring friday night home alone, someone called to see if I could babysit for them. These people pay really ( Read more... )

Work went great. I love some of those kids already. Especially this one little girl. Kaylee. She just wants to cuddle all day. Very adorable. If I was guaranteed a kid as sweet as her, I would definitly want kids.
I think it's going to be hard to wake up at 5 every morning, but its great having my whole afternoon off.
more later
elise

Oh, I'm so excited!

I start work at the daycare tomorrow. I'm excited about meeting my preschool class of about five kids. This is going to be such a great summer. Ahh, life is so great.

Well, i don't know what I'm going to say. Nothing important on my mind. I'll just start, and see where my words take me ( Read more... )

( extra pictures from the end of the year )

Yes, China. I've got many thoughts surrounding that tiny, 5 letter word. China. Hm, I have so many hopes. And fears. What if I'm expecting too much? What if I allow myself to get hurt for the millionth time? Make that billionth. It's hard to not have expectations and dreams of what the future holds. Espes. when it holds your heart ( Read more... )