I know that your worried about being too personal with stuff, and that's understandable. LJ is a double-edge sword: You can say whatever you want, unless somebody reading doesn't like it.
But in the long run, for life in general, just know that it's okay to be selfish sometimes. You gotta figure out the "I"s before you can try to understand everything else.
Sorry 'bout sounding like a therapist.
P.S. What the hell, kid. Our real conversations kicked the bucket sometime in the fall, which kinda sucks. I gotta work on that.
I just want to say that I really miss the fuck out of you, Nick Fiore. I'm sorry if it seems like I'm always criticizing or expressing concern over your lifestyle, I just worry about you is all, I really care about you a lot, a lottt alottt a lotttt, even though we aren't close at all anymore. But, I trust that you know to take life seriously and to care for yourself, I won't mention anything about it anymore. I was just reading through all of your old entries after we talked on AIM, and it was so fucking depressing.. looking back at all the old days. Not that I live in the past or anything, but it made me really sad, like almost to the point of tears, to compare you now and then (yeah, i know everyone changes and blah blah), and our friendship. Anyway, I'm not saying any of this because I'm expecting you to change anything or to even care, I just wanted to let you know that I still really care about you more than you'll ever know, and that life isn't all that bad. I miss all of our really great conversations when you'd drive me home
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But in the long run, for life in general, just know that it's okay to be selfish sometimes. You gotta figure out the "I"s before you can try to understand everything else.
Sorry 'bout sounding like a therapist.
P.S. What the hell, kid. Our real conversations kicked the bucket sometime in the fall, which kinda sucks. I gotta work on that.
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