how does a double major in computer science and math sound?

i'd become totally left-brained and probably a hermit, but i really do enjoy both subjects more than a sane person should.

i'm just afraid i'd kill myself and lose all my friends. worth it?

93/100 on first CS exam, 60/60 on first CalcIII exam, and i have an easy-ass econ exam in a couple of hours.

the semester, it is off to a good start.

valentine's day kinda blows.

there's something fundamentally incorrect about a healthy, reasonably good-looking 19-year-old college student doing laundry and studying for a computer science exam on valentine's night.

oh well. we all need clean clothes, right?

being alone is not a virtue, but being okay with being alone is, i think. i'm getting there.

i had a nice, long talk with jesse tonight about the mutual feeling we both have that everything we do is seemingly without purpose. if the purpose is there, it is invisible to us, and as such it is incredibly hard to get motivated to do anything at all. it's terrible, really. this is how it's been since i can remember, but i've had enough stuff to ( Read more... )

on my way to class this morning i tripped up some stone stairs outside morrill. my hands were jammed in my pockets, since it was cold, so i couldn't break my fall (except for a little half-assed attempt by my elbow, which now hurts every time i move my left arm). so i landed with my temple making harsh contact with the edge of one of these stone ( Read more... )

erm...feel free to disregard that last entry...

look. i don't even know what i mean by this entry. i know that this is truth, i know that this is what comes out when all boundaries have been eliminated and there is nothing more to say other than that i am alive and experiencing all of this with you. there is nothing more to say, and yet i feel that saying this does not make it necessarily true. ( Read more... )

Well, I still hate the Gators, but I've gotta hand it to them - they represented the SEC quite well indeed ( Read more... )

one more exam. twelve hours from now, i'll be done with chapter 1 of (hopefully) 8 in this university saga ( Read more... )