seein you last night with all those other guys was one of the hardest things ive ever had to witness...i know you could tell i was down so why didnt u even try?

its hot as fuck, im in school and its at least 90 degrees up in hurr... i cant tkae it im like drippin sweat , this sucks its sooo uncomfortable im about to go to teh nurse and say im dying. fuck i hate this. well whatever man me and ashley are over im guessing from my last enteries you can tell how hurt iam but ya know me i guess this tiem i justt ( Read more... )

im goin nuts, im honestly freakin out and going crazy, i cant sit still, theres at least 1000000000 thoguhts flashin threw my head. im goin nuts, ive chewed my nails till thers nothin left, ive cried myself tosleep im goin fuckin nuts. i cnat explain it i need to get out i need to go away. i need whatve ive lost i wanna loose what ive gained, this ( Read more... )

haha i ammuse my self when im down somuch..... for some reason when im down steven miller is always some1 to make me feel alright with his funny ass coments. so today was one of the tuffest days to go through with out crying. cried myself litterally to sleep..i just dont nkow whats goin on, i now understand how mike felt last week. everyting just ( Read more... )

this hurts, this hurts more then anything in the world, this hurts more than i can explain...
its ends here
i hate u

so im in school adn bored. school sucks anymore. um this wekend firday chilled with eric and john cuz my girls kicked me out of the car, so us 3 got really drunk.... ashley was kinda angry at me lke all weekend and i couldnt understand why but were okey dokey now. saturday got dicked by mike so chilled with sophie,beth ed, saw rachel brown... ran ( Read more... )

so school sucks , i hate it i get report cards soon i didnt do bad but im ggonna get bitched at for dropping 13 points in theology but ill live , i hope i dont get grounded, say a prayer..... tonight dude ashley came over and it was the best time offfffff my entire life, shes so beutiful inside and out. shes the most gorgeaous person in the world. ( Read more... )

alright well i didnt really give you guys a good detailed description of my break.... ok so me an my paretns had world war 3 an i had to make them realize so i threated to not come home, and me and my dad went at it hardcore. my whole entire break was spent with mike,ed,sophie,beth,christine, and ashley. MY 6 best friends in the hole world. ok so ( Read more... )

soo hmmmmmm havent written in here in awhile but hmmm lets see break was awesome. all i did was chill wiht mike,ed,sophie,beth christine and of course the love of my life ASHLEY COHEN. she is bay far the most amazing-ist person in theee world. hmmm so i dont remmeber what i wanted to write up hurrr so ill leave u. dude i finally got a new cd ( Read more... )

yo so this week of school was horrible. but friday wasnt to bad had a show at title 10 skatepark wiht my boys in CAuse to confess. thank you so muchto all my friends for comin out there was so many of u there. i felt we played good dude sooo good times, cept being depressed.... how can one person make u feel sooo shitty i dunno but PS i miss u 2. ( Read more... )