I want to...

[left_to_roam]

scream
cry
hide
be with you
be happy
feel complete
lay in bed all day
talk for hours with no reason to stop
hug you
hug him
disappear
sleep for days
read a good book, cover to cover, without stopping
feel normal
smile
smile on the inside too
stop hating myself
stop hating what I did
stop hating what I didn't do
scream

Comments

[sped4me]

Hey,
What's going on? I haven't been able to read your last couple of entries, but it sounds like somethings going on. Let me know.
Love ya,
Cassie