please, give me back my heart.
[In the morning I]: wake up. lay there for a while.
[All I need is]: love, respect, trust, a friend. .
[Love is]: so much.
[If I could be one place right now]: gone.
[I'm afraid of]: spiders, doctors, being alone
[I dream about]: stupid things.
Have you ever?
[Pictured your crush naaked?]: no
[Actually seen your crush ]: naked? no.
[Been in love]: yes
[Cried when someone died]: yes
[Lied]: yes
[Coke or Pepsi]: both.
[flowers or candy]: flowers
[Tall or short]: tall
[What do you notice first?]: eyes. smile.
[Last person slow danced with]: jeff.
Who...
[Makes you laugh the most] kathleen.
[Gives you a funny feeling when you see them] dave. a good funny, though. and sean.
[Has a crush on you?]: what an akward question.
[Easier to talk to: boys or girrls?]: depends on the person.
Do you ever...
[Sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to IM you?]: yes. i'm not going to lie to you. the internet is my life.
[Save aol/aim conversations]: not often, but sometimes.
[Save e-mails]: yes
[Wish you were a member of the opposite ]: yes.
[Cried because of someone saying something to you]: yes
[Fallen for your best friend]: no, i don't think so.
[Used someone]: yes
[Been cheated on]: no.
[Done something you regret]: yes
Who was the last person...
[You talked to]: breanne on the telephone. dave rollie on msn. my mom in person.
[You hugged]: my mom.
[You instant messaged]: dave rollie.
[Laughed with]: breanne..kind of. but a good laugh? tara.
[What's your favorite food?]: greek salad, pickles, cheese.
[What's your favorite fruit?]: pomegrante, pamello.
[Drink alcohol?]: huh? i drank last weekend with breanne,and a couple tenner boys..if that's what you're asking. so yes, i drink.
[Like watching sunrises or sunsets]: i love them. especially sunsets.
[What hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional
[Trust others way too easily?]: sometimes.
Final Questions....
[I want]: to be held.
[I wish]: for so much
[I love]: my family. and my friends.
[I miss]: so many people. and myself. my old self.
[I fear]: that i will just fall apart
[I hear]: the furnace. it's eerie.
[I wonder]: about what triggered this breakdown today.
[How do you know it's love?]: you just know.