it's funny, how something that happens on t.v can have such an effect on a person?

take me for example. i was just watching The Days (i had taped it from last night). every time i watch that show i find myself so entranced that i feel like i'm right there watching it as if it's real life. i felt like it was my family. i was crying so hard. i couldn' ( Read more... )

why am i so sad?
why do i want to cry so badly?
why does it feel like i'm going to break?
why is my head spinning in circles?
why won't it stop?

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just because other people are around and it may make you look "cool", you have no fucking right to be rude to me for no reason.

thanks.

i freaking love my family.
that was one of the best parts of my entire summer.
i miss them already.

I LOVE FAMILY REUNIONS.

i'll update better later. extreme makeover is on.

i need to be taught how to customize my journal.

also. i leave tomorrow for the weekend for a family reunion.

it feels like hundreds of knives are being stabbed into my pelvis.

i also cut donuts from my life.

i'm home.

i failed miserably. i think i gained weight.
i have now cut ice cream, chips and chocolate from my life. at least for a month. AT LEAST.
and i will get a gym membership. and rollerblade down to the gym everyday. for at least an hour.

i want to go to school a different person. i'm babysitting next week for a couple days so i will make ( Read more... )

yesterday was nice i suppose. i did end up going to the farmers market. i got myself a ring. i think it's cute. it was only 2 dollars so i doubt it will last so i'll take a picture of it because i love it. we had a movie night as well, yesterday. we watched my movie pick--october sky. i saw that movie in grade 8 for the first time, it's lovely. it' ( Read more... )