i'm gonna take a "page" from carolyn's blog and post some song lyrics that i really like.
and they have a lot of good meaning to them.

incubus - dig

we all have a weakness
but some of ours are easy to identify.
look me in the eye
and ask for forgiveness
we'll make a pact to never speak that word again,
yes, you are my friend.

we all have something that digs ( Read more... )

well the past two days have been... a rollercoaster.
and then i hit it.
realization.

i am happy.

ya know what makes me happier than anything else in this world...

sunshine.
=]

I GOT ACCEPTED TO SYRACUSE
but not only that
I GOT INTO NEWHOUSE!

NEWHOUSEEEE!

today may have sucked major major balls
but omg i'm so happy about this.

now i wait.
oh financial aid package... please be HUGE.

i'm not entirely sure what's going on.
but either i think wayyy too much
or there's just too much to think about.

life's a bitch

i love having good days but the days after them always seem to suck so much more.
i guess reality hits or something.
and i wish some people could realize how complicated they make things for me
but there's no way for them to ( Read more... )

mmmmmBOP.

haha.

ap·a·thet·ic [ap-uh-thet-ik]

having or showing little or no emotion or animation

not interested or concerned; indifferent or unresponsive

marked by lack of interest

tor·pid (tôr'pĭd)

deprived of the power of motion or feeling; benumbed.

unfortunate.

have you ever wondered what people think of you?
i'm pretty sure everyone has at least at one point in their lives
even if they say they've never cared what anyone thought
you still wonder.

so what i'm asking for is exactly that.
let me know.
you don't have to say who you are
you can if you want
but be honest

this is not me fishing for compliments
tell me my ( Read more... )

so.

i haven't really seen anyone since tuesday.
it's sunday.
i feel so disconnected. it's really weird.
i visited my sister this weekend and hung out with her friends but i am feeling in desperate need of social contact.
i sat in an auditorium full of kids my own age, all of us waiting for this ceremony to be over (because all of us knew that it was ( Read more... )

sickysickysicky.

being home sick is boring.
luckily for myself i have joshua to talk to.
and some maddd nasty cereal to eat.
that i replaced with toast.
that was gooood toast.
yumm.